A Girl Fighting on Her Own

samaira
Have you ever experienced loneliness? I think you have not, but she has experienced it since her childhood. She was a fun loving girl who loved to make friends, loved to join social gatherings, fond of eating chocolates. She is emotional, caring and loved everybody around her. But she never knew that for her love and care she would get the opposite in return. During her childhood she did not know what is it to hate someone, what is jealousy, what is breaking of trust and faith, but this world which is full of jealous and selfish people have taught her all this.

You are not alone if you are living alone in a house rather you are alone when there are lots of people around you and you no one to talk to. You are not alone when you do not have any friend rather you are alone when you have a large number of friends but no one with whom you can share your feelings and problems. This girl has experienced all this.

Her childhood went smoothly as she did not know what the real life is and what is going to happen with her. As she grown up she came to realize that there is no one with whom she can share her feelings, her problems. Gradually she felt that everyone has left her alone. She felt really disheartened and pain inside her heart. She cried a lot but there was no one who had time to see her tears. She finally broke up. No one cares whether she is crying or laughing. But for two people she had to come out of her depression, one is her younger sister and the other person is the love of her life. Now she has learnt to wear different faces in front of everyone. No one knows what is going on deep inside her heart. Even her parents do not know what is going on with her. They don't care for her not even love her.

She has lost it all; the only ray of light left is she gets married to the love of her life for which her father is refusing. She is standing on a place where she could see no road going ahead and waiting for a miracle to happen. Her life has come to a standstill. Sitting quietly and alone in her room she recalls those old days of childhood when she thought that everyone loves her and cares for her. In what falsehood had her childhood gone? This world is good until we come to know the truth behind everything and everyone.

Everyone is busy in setting his/her own goals but what about her. She is waiting to be loved by someone so that she has some reason to live. She has no support of her family and friends. This is being alone in a world full of people everywhere but no one to help someone.

Published by samaira

I am a stay at home girl and love making friends and enjoy writing poems. I love my parents and my three sisters.. I am married now n enjoying my life with my love. Just started starting my way to associate...  View profile

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  • Sarah Sichman12/3/2009

    Very moving, Samaira.

  • Carrie Matilda9/8/2009

    I just don't go there. Life is too full of opportunities to dwell in loneliness.

  • Carrie Matilda9/8/2009

    I just don't go there. Life is too full of opportunities to dwell in loneliness.

  • Nikki3/30/2009

    This is a powerful piece.

  • Linda M. McCloud3/25/2009

    I feel lonely a lot. I can relate.

  • Moeursalen3/5/2009

    sometimes i get especially lonely in a crowd.

  • Melissa Lawson11/22/2008

    Very true. The most lonely feeling on earth is to be surrounded by others and still alone. When no one understands you, or understands your pain. They can't seem to understand why you're not happy. You're different from them. But that makes you special. Not crazy. Like a diamond in the rough. I do know your pain. I've been there, too often. Good luck in your life, and keep your chin up, as they say. You are not alone. There are others like you. It's just hard to find them.

  • pam pleasant11/13/2008

    I think to a certain extent- we are all lonely in some ways.

  • Randy Inman11/11/2008

    :)

  • SavinMaven11/6/2008

    Very emotional!

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