A GLANCE on MICHAEL'S DARKEST HOURS

World is indeed cruel and bed of roses only exists in dreams. Reality is, a man's wrongdoings are more likely to remembered than his good deeds.

Michael Jackson's death has cause me this deep solitude of how mean the world and how ironic life could be.

MJ may not be perfect just like anyone of us simply because he's human.

He may have his flaws, shortcomings and failures but, who doesn't? No one is perfect either and so was he.

What we don't know is that we had the part to blame. The public; the judgmental society has a part to blame for what Michael have suffered, he was just a victim.

His downfall started after he was accused consecutively of child molestation.

He was at the height of his career back then. He was lookin' good, his projects went all well, then comes the fraudulent allegation that led into a dragging trial.

We listened more on the orchestrated stories of those unscrupulous parents, who have capitalized on Michael's love for children.

That turn-of-event made Michael not just financially broke but, lost and haunted morally and emotionally till the day he died.

Why it didn't come to our senses that for an icon who has all the means to pamper his whims and fetishes, why would he do such kind? He has the money and he actually doesn't even need to buy a whore, when tons and tons of girls and women, gays that were on their knees, ready and willing to be his slave?
I would never buy that crap!

Michael gave in to the settlement not because he was guilty but, all because he knew those people, those bums has nothing to lose and he has lots. Regardless of how long and how far the case would go, they simply have nothing to lose.

He has to give up so much just to end the dragging scandal.

He lose hard earned monies and things that mean the most to him just to give in to those glorified s...ckers.

He lose Neverland, his only haven and sanctuary that he had built to fill his emptiness of a missed childhood.

His name was wrenched and his reputation was torn into pieces.

From then on he eluded friends, colleagues and families and had isolated himself from everybody.

His only refuge and delight was his children.

For someone who had done a lot and gave so much, I don't think it's fair? And, unfair wouldn't be enough to describe it.

I remember the other day, watching CNN's Anderson Cooper and Larry King after the memorial service at the Staple Center, they tackled on how Michael along with Lionel Ritchie worked hard to make "We are the World" happened. He was at the height of his career when they did the project. His minutes and hours are worth millions of dollars yet he opted to push through for a non-profit cause to feed the indigents of Africa and only to get condemned in the end. So sad indeed!

I do wish that may Michael be at peace now. But, I don't think so. How could that be when it's his kids now in public scrutiny ? He love those kids so dearly and no one has the right to question their identities.

I also hope that the Jackson Family would look at filng charges to his former dermatologist, Dr. Arnold Klein for disclosing MJ's skin condition, nose jobs, all other plastic surgeries and other health informations in violation of HIPAA to various interviews he had with the Associated Press.

HIPAA for your knowledge Dr Klein and all others who are ignorant with the law, stands for the Health Insurance Portability and Accountability Act of 1996. A major component of HIPAA addresses the privacy of individuals' health information by establishing a nation-wide federal standard concerning the privacy of health information and how it can be used and disclosed. SHAME ON YOU!