A Glimmer of Hope...Gone
I thought that it was gone.
I thought I liked myself.
Finally, it was over; Or so I thought.
I am back to square one.
Hating everything about me.
My face; It's horrid.
My mind; It's wretched.
My body; It's deformed and enormous.
Why? What did I do wrong?
I thought it was all gone.
That I started to like me more.
I guess I was foolish.
To think that it would leave.
I let my guard down.
I smiled. I laughed.
It was stupid. I'm stupid.
Please don't feel bad for me.
I will be fine in the end.
When I am with my Lord, I will be okay.
I thought I liked myself.
Finally, it was over; Or so I thought.
I am back to square one.
Hating everything about me.
My face; It's horrid.
My mind; It's wretched.
My body; It's deformed and enormous.
Why? What did I do wrong?
I thought it was all gone.
That I started to like me more.
I guess I was foolish.
To think that it would leave.
I let my guard down.
I smiled. I laughed.
It was stupid. I'm stupid.
Please don't feel bad for me.
I will be fine in the end.
When I am with my Lord, I will be okay.
Published by Jessica Holbrook
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4 Comments
Post a CommentSara, I completely disagree with everything you said. Thank you for reading my article, but please do not bash the Lord, my God. I trust in Him for everything.
I find it interesting that you look to an imaginary icon vs. yourself for fulfilment and joy. Your god is very scary, he kills his own son in a brutal way, he expects his followers to worship him, and worst of all he ignores you daily. I'm sure that you are a deep and interesting individual, I hope you look inside to find fulfilment and work on yourself versus relying on something else to save you.
Very deep !
Sad, but good. I hope you are feeling better about yourself now.