A Little Bit of Winter

April Fox
nico stai and old text messages and the cat is sleeping
next to me, looking for the sun
like i am
playing conversations in my head and the reality doesn't match
the insecurity

i'm not used to this-
to safety, someplace else

too many years alone in the dark and my eyes have trouble
adjusting to the light
i never knew it could shine like this
the risk of being seen is terrifying
and i peek out between half-closed lids
to see if you're still there.

my hands are warm and somewhere under the bleak grey sky
i found a way to smile.

Published by April Fox

When she isn't writing for sites like livestrong and typef, April can usually be found with her head in a book, lying in the sun blowing bubbles, or perched near the stage listening to music and trying to av...  View profile

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