A Love that I Once Knew

A love that I once knew
now I know it's gone
even though it hurts the band still plays on
my heart steady trembles to feel him once again
reminding me of past memories like the song that doesn't end
soft and sweet I hear his laughter that brings joy to my day
loving every moment we spent when we use cuddle and play
it's so hard to let go of his exotic touch
the way I kissed his body damn I just miss him so much
taking myself back to the happy place
making love while he's looking in my face
he use to be my boo the way he put it down this was his throne
I often sit and wonder will he ever find his way home
whispering to myself thinking of my pain
with so much happening this is driving me insane
I would of said I love you if then I could only tell
the way I care now you could of brought me out my shell
my days go by unanswered I wanted the best for your life
knowing you didn't want to settle down but I wanted to be your wife
truth hurts in the open when you have a chance
not just to have sex but for you to save the last dance
I wish I would of told you then before we made it do what it do
but I'm telling you now "you were a love that I once knew"