A Time when I was Young

Thank You to Grandma

Shana Dines
My childhood was extremely traumatic and abusive but there were times, oh yes there were times, and for that I am so grateful. If it weren't for my Grandma, I truly don't believe I would have survived, at least not mentally. I don't think spiritually I would have survived either. She was my saving grace. She was not perfect, but she was safe. She loved me and prayed for me. If it weren't for my Grandma, I wouldn't have had a love for Jesus. I wouldn't have known to pray. I wouldn't have had anyone have pride in me for being me.

Oh Grandma I look forward to seeing you again someday in heaven. This poem is about happier times in my childhood at my Grandma's house. It is funny, not really funny, but my little brother told my mother one time when he fell, to call Grandma in Florida so she could worry.

Grandma was notorious for worrying, and with good cause. We were not living in a safe environment but we always knew that when we were with Grandma we would be safe. She lived 3 houses from us when we were young, thank God, because I always knew that no matter how bad it got, that she was close. That wasn't always so.

This one is for you Grandma!

Was there ever a happy time,
When I was once young?
Was that ever so,
Was I ever young?
I truly do not know.

There were times,
Running to Grandma's house,
Feeling invincible like Mighty Mouse.
Exploring her yard
I was not on guard.

First to know when berries were ripe,
Even though Grandpa would gripe.
Get out of the garden!
He would call,
I wouldn't listen.
Not at all.
Running sprite like,
Colt legs browned by the sun.

I would find such delight,
Discovering cherries and blueberries.
I Climbed the apricot tree,
Grandma's pride I was.
She saw the blessing in me.

Feeling my joy,
She always smiled at me.

Impressing her with my discoveries.
OH Grandma how I loved thee.
And I always will.
Thank you for loving me.
Thank you for saving me
From the hounds of hell,
At least when I was with you.

Published by Shana Dines

Shana is an award winning artist. Her specialty is pastel portraits and watercolors. She has illustrated a children's book and has written and illustrated one now in publishing. She is a Christian but believ...  View profile

  • poetry, creative writing, childhood, joy, grandparents, grandmas, love, gratitude, gardens, berries

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  • samaira9/15/2009

    So lovely...

  • Stephen Joltin9/2/2009

    Very sweet poem. You certainly are a very talented woman and good friend.

  • Kristie Leong M.D.7/6/2009

    This is so lovely it brought tears to my eyes. I was very close to my grandmother too.

  • Shirley Mandel6/20/2009

    Wonderful work. Grandmas are so important!

  • Artisttia Yarns6/20/2009

    Thanks for sharing such great memories.

  • Tina Twito6/18/2009

    Fred Rogers often took a moment of silence with audiences to think of those who "loved them into being". It sounds like your Gramma was one of those people. Beautiful reminder of unconditional love and simple pleasures. (Thanks for the comment too!)Adding you to faves!

  • Maria Roth6/18/2009

    Lovely.

  • Allene Newberg Bilodeau6/16/2009


    What beautiful memories, Secretsides...a safehaven within a raging tempest. Thank God for your dear Grandma. I'm so sorry for the sweet child who had to endure, but you had the blessing of one loving, worrying grandmother. I smiled at your brother's comment over wanting Grandma to worry. That's really very poignant. He knew where the love flowed. Thanks for sharing this with us. Bless you and your grandma's sweet spirit.

  • Catherine McCracken6/16/2009

    So beautiful! I think I'm going to post a link to this on my homepage.....if that's ok? Let me know if you want me to take it down. I figure since you'll be making more money you won't mind but if in case you do, I will. This reminded me of my grandmother that doesn't speak to me anymore. We were like that back then.

  • Charlotte Kuchinsky6/15/2009

    I can SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO identify with this. My grandmother was my rock.

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