An Unwelcome Vision

Charlotte Kuchinsky
Recently, I have been plagued with countless nightmares. I can't help but think that they mean something, although I can't honestly remember, much less interpret, them. They just keep coming in never-ending waves, making it impossible for me to sleep and leaving me drained and lifeless. This poem reflects the "feelings" that remain after the dreams have dissapated.

I walk in abject fear;
Afraid of what will become
Of those not deemed worthy
In the new order.

I'm no longer wanted.
I am frail, weak, and too old.
I've outlived my usefulness
For the youth of today.

I won't give up my faith
In my God or my country.
That makes me the enemy
And I must be destroyed.

Change sounds so innocent
Until you know what it means.
Then it takes on new meaning
That strikes terror inside.

Is that the real intent?
To deceive those who won't see
Until it is far too late
And all we know is gone.

I pray that I am wrong
But the panic continues;
Making me all the more sure
This time, I might be right.

Published by Charlotte Kuchinsky

I'm an author, columnist and poet. I have done extensive business, creative and technical writing and written curriclum for high schools, colleges and universities. I am currently the principal writer for a...  View profile

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  • Lisa Curcio1/14/2009

    =)

  • Morton Templeton11/19/2008

    Nightmares are so devastating, you described them perfectly

  • Sheri Fresonke Harper11/3/2008

    Very seriously creepy, nicely told :) Sheri

  • Sheri Fresonke Harper11/3/2008

    Very seriously creepy, nicely told :) Sheri

  • Lenora Murdock11/3/2008

    Very insightful! I pray that a restful sleep will come to you soon.

  • MADAM BUTTERFLY11/3/2008

    very good insight!

  • Sophie11/3/2008

    I'm sorry to hear that you have been experiencing nightmares, Charlie. I hope they go away.
    Sophie

  • Sofya Blinder11/3/2008

    Truly beautiful!

  • Charlotte Kuchinsky11/3/2008

    I found out that one of my new meds could be the culprit so we're trying something new. I figure the election being over tomorrow will help a lot too, no matter the outcome.

  • 3lilangels11/3/2008

    Many blessing to you my friend!!!

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