Cannot Be Saved

beautiful crimson line, grace my skin again,
less of an acquaintance, more like my best friend,

decieve my willing body, into cutting here so deep,
tell me that im worthy, of this pain you give to me,

beautiful tears of emptiness, nothing like a blade,
run so carefully across my arm, please dont be afraid,

a simple touch of elegance, in what you cannot say,
sincerere are all my thoughts, darling, take it all away,

wash away the numbness as your metal edges weep
forcing me out of my shell, shattering my sleep,

your will is strong as mine, my heart unable to cope,
losing such a friend, im now hanging from a rope,

tried to take it back, like I never knew this pain,
and like an addict, i binged, and now cannot be saved.