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As I await her, as she becomes visible, I fall in love...I fall in love because inside my mind tells me shes the one, I look at her to realize what Ive missed through the years...I take a short smile and say hello and she responds in the same greeting.. From then on end ... my mind tells me I have to be with her because knowing i cant is not an option..I share the day with her, I try not to think about tom..finally its getting late and I know its time to bring her home..As I drive down the long dirt road, things start to come into place and i realize that this cannot work out.. I try to hold back my feelings and the tears, I say goodnight and shes off... As I drive away I take a moment to reflect on what happened that day as the tears roll down my face, I wonder whats next for me, and if things will ever work out between us.. I think about what might be if i don't get to spend the rest of my life with this special person, and where would it leave me..but I will find away to be with her, I will make it possible and I wont have it any other way..not having her is not an option...whatever I have to do to spend the rest of my life with her I will do..it will work out