Could a Man like Me, Get Over It, I Mean ... Abortion?

A Somewhat Sad Poem (also Known as a Dirge)

Deonils
no, not virtual or veritable, a holocaust it is
and my family has blood on their hands too
innocent blood that creeps over my eyelids
spills on my pillow; the crime done so long ago

John MacArthur rails against 75 million deaths:
Tiny, little, insignificant deaths Civilization calls them
One of those unborn sons was mine, alas
I respected the mother too much, more than Heaven

she was not ready ... that is all
when i echo Saint Paul and call myself the scum
it is no humility: I could not protect my seed, small
and almost like other matter, raw material, I am dumb

and so I crawled to the cross, alone ... and not
because governments, professors, friends failed
not a single one of them spoke for him, "it," a zygote
because we see too many humans, hate easily, red-stained

i could never get over abortion, no matter who does it
yes, you have your rights, I pray for peace and light
that His Book and Majestic Mercy will show it clearer yet
that a Stephen Hawkins,a Lincoln, an Obama might ...
have been holocausted away if mothers thought "ME, Me, poor me ..."
while drinking, smoking, living free each night away

and i share you caring and fight for the exceptions
always, God loves life; He knows who dies as contraceptions

Published by Deonils

I became a teacher in South Africa; since then I have worked in government, schools and higher education. My small business utilises my teacher-training & adult literacy interests/skills.  View profile

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  • Tina Twito8/28/2009

    THis was a very brave piece to write. I will pray for your little, lost one.

  • John Smither8/26/2009

    Well written describing your feelings on this event in your past, emotional and truthful poetry.

  • Deonils8/26/2009

    Thank you so much Memmay151 and Bro Phil Ariel. It is perhaps good to have a prickly conscience for sins committed deacdes ago. Our sinful nature does open the road -- if we choose-- to the Cross and the Peace of the Prince of Peace, my Savior, Jesus the Christ). Shalom

  • memmay1518/26/2009

    Powerfully honest article.

  • Deonils8/24/2009

    Thanks to all who read tonight, and will read ... I emphasize I NOW live as a Christian practitioner (better late than never?) and yet we Christians are commanded to be humble. I do not know what the next moral crisi will show about me or my beliefs/Faith. I hope to uphold the example of Christ and St. Paul. Roberta reminded me to forgive myself. Ultimately, that is what brought this poem into being ... because I haven't forgiven myself this failure. And the rebraodcast of Rev. MacArthur's sermon irked my conscience all day long. This is therpay of a kind (as i crawl closer to His Tree, the Cross. Alelujah and Amen) Shalom/Peace/Blessings

  • Janet Hunt8/24/2009

    They are well called the "tiniest victims." Very nice, heartfelt poem...

  • Greenhill8/24/2009

    A hard to deal with topic, interesting.

  • Roberta Baxter8/24/2009

    YOur outpouring and depth of pain is executed well here in this post. Prayer keeps us close to HIM. Blessings

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