Crawl

A Buried Past, Chp 19 of 44

Khanya Maselela
I am Everything that I am not

persevere to go on doing something

even though it is tedious or difficult

to answer a call is very difficult

to moan about it, is tedious

if you don't do it then who will

if you don't persevere for yourself

you end up becoming a lazy body

understandably so...

a man who refuses his priesthood

denying to be the head

that is where it all begins

a child headed family

led together as a whole

aiming to reach the core

a hard place for any child to be

under the heavy influences of many ancestors

therapeutic movements of the cold wind

that aids in the final blow

I don't know how to be the head anymore

take your place in priesthood

you preacher

to motivate those in alphabetical disorders

to pave the way open

I don't believe in priesthood

then let us believe in you

you have the tools

that can dig a grave

start digging

six feet undercover

your own burial site

dig yourself out of your tombstone

because you will reach rock bottom

until you believe

too amazed to comment

amazed at the history buried

deep, deep, deep inside

dig in & see the core with your own bare hands

seeing is believing

definition of a belief

accept in red

that something is true

that someone is telling the truth

believe to think

believe to suppose

to have religious faith

believe in the existence of something

to feel sure that something or someone is good or can be relied on

priesthood is but a character

a definition of a changed past

only you know your path ahead

only you know what you did last summer

hot hot hot

it was

as it rains it pours

the tears of your soul

declaring a denied path

denouncing a divine name

because of a stigma surrounding a priestly priesthood

a holier than thou attitude...

your own priesthood is holier than thou

because it is a position of knowing the core

the past

the present

the future

the priesthood

waiting to be executed

to accept, to create

to commit

to compassionate

to be truthful to thy intuition

to go beyond

by radiating radiation

a spiritual warfare

priesthood vs. man

man

alive & well in tongues you can pray

a spirit filled with emotions

from a heart of stone

seeking promotional wealth

a young professional like you

a hit man to emphasize

your state of mind

haunted by a real life story

advancing reality shows

ready to reveal the reality behind a show

priesthood

introducing some priesthood

physical astral projections

an organized time-frame

a professional side-kick

expanding the aura

to higher field of glory

to reap & sow the works of thy hands

men are such shy creatures by nature

not easy to express

a discomfort felt

an infiltrated mind-set to change & shift gears

a mental spirit to see..

injecting all kinds of information

in a position placed...

a stillness of time measured

late in the evening

in secret you read

& re-read to connect the relevance of vibrations

words can change events

events can change a man

strong emotions from the belly of the waters

a serious issue to discuss

specifications of a mind-map to design

priesthood

a heavenly cloak of mercy

there is something that is coming up

speaking in tongues

what a joy to hear a transformed spirit

manifesting dragon's blood by patchily crossing over now & again

a two-sided plant

lemongrass

psychic powers or a life full of problems

a hexing herb

to make someone's life complicated

write a book

your own life

your own works

a division divisible by a powerful organization

get to know thyself a little bit better

gazing through a crystal ball

reveal to you

how it should be used

divinity divining itself

hoping to catch a glimpse of appearances

familiar backgrounds

priesthood vs. man

judging not your own path of understanding

man states that priesthood is not good enough to lead

measured by the number of years spent digging

age

using speed to dig towards the depth of an excavation

from top to bottom

a mine to discover

from the bottom up

to exhume a couple..walking the route which has no ending

unaware the links of a force used

only to bring up a priesthood

a brotherhood...a sisterhood

a childhood

from up above

to down below

& out again

once & for all...

time spent reciting hymns

changing them into spells

incarnations during your priesthood

consequences destabilizing the foundation of a priesthood

prayers are spells

naming a sorceress

after a change is experienced

man

can associate different kinds of changes with a sorceress

a source of power

if it takes a sorceress to build you into a priest

then let it be

get yourself ready to see miracles..

you have read your own work

a long life of events

well lived

you walk not alone

it was meant to be

a union of two heads

to make one gianomous one

because the ancient ones

have spoke of the prophesies casted by the great

a message to deliver

read out to completion

dig in & see it through to completion

from the bottom up

to make a clear distinction

it's hard at times to admit that goodness has won

becoming too lazy to even see the resemblance

believe in second chances

a priestess will preach naturally

after passing her final examinations

from the priesthood academy of truth

sometimes resenting a sacrifice some more

feeling guilty towards your own change

in anger you deny your personal changes

but in fear you get attached

to develop a normal love life

knowing the truth of thy denial

a normal love life requested

instinctively fighting your way through the silly thoughts...

denying the change that you see in the twins

a priestess, a priest

a priestess to arrive first

a priest to remain behind

undermining a minor thought

a spiritual marriage

some men do not want to change

they don't refuse change

they just don't like it

unless they change the change themselves...

some women don't like change

but they want to change

spiritually changing an environment

mentally focusing on changing moods

physically waiting for the change to happen

emotionally bearing the fruits

then spiritual changing moods

mentally focusing on the odd moods

physically waiting for patience to happen

emotionally modifying conceptions

taking the responsibilities

that comes with a priesthood

from a seeker

to a white lighter

from a priestess

to a light bearer

a lighthouse to build

another examination to pass

life is like a test

one often tries to reach the never-ending end

so that one's true nature

can at least bring out some radiance

like the sun that changes in & out

the sky is blue

a funny truth to tell

like the full moon

chanting enchantments

take a breath

a battle with my crown

a battle with priesthood

shining through the universe

an attraction issue to sort

only a true belief in a multivitamin

can make them work...

enter

a mind of poverty

elevated to an enriched sense

a purchasing power

possessed by a minor

a bargaining chip to sort out a minder

an old mind-set

to trade for a whole new brain

terms & conditions accepted for a priesthood to exist

a priesthood that requires

a natural state of being

man says:

bald headed is not so bad

priesthood says:

its bad for a lady to shave her head

man says:

I agree

agreement at last

agreed about a tainted image

it was but a painful loss

too much a grief over a state of mind

swapped for a state of healing

men & women know that it is painful & difficult

to explain the harsh details of any spiritual journey

at times too afraid to ask

to get involved

spectator

galore

a spiritual marriage

an energy so powerful it can be transmitted through mental networks

to generate more children

so many stars to grab

so little time

enough fro everyone to share

like the stars that rise & fall

a gravitational pull to use

a heavy red velvet gown to utilize

to cover up the spiritual gifts amok

safe from the magical bullies for now

never ending sad stories

of how we were dumped

because we were not hip enough

spiritual talents are crying

fairy tales it sounds like

then start digging to verify

in consultation with your own gift...

if you are not afraid to see & look at what

you really really really really really really are

an innocent look

a book found beyond the moist dirt

awakening the assistance of the one you respect the most

the head

in order to be properly assisted

afraid to be seen

as not being man enough

judged by how much of the truth can give out

as the willingness to change

molds into something that grows like a meaningful gesture

not a commandment

only to reform & refine

the desires of a hidden drum

your beliefs are made stronger in time

smooth voices of great gentlemen alike

kinder & gentler

visions to see

being the key to a wonderful new attitude

fearing not the unknown

evolution is necessary

unknowingly growing your potential

question:

where did you hide your priesthood

answer:

using a pendulum to search the archives

a wooden one to seek the grounds

a crystal one to point a third eye

between the eyebrows it is hidden...

during a prayer you can find

our own laws have grown past our senses

and then we use professionalism to justify its usage

our own conscience has out classed us

using technological means to vibrate our senses

a hidden concept of the mind

seeking to relate to the in growing world

chanting to get finished

a mission impossible

to resurrect an equal mind, body, soul & spirit ...

conjuring the Kodak moments

that recreate the memories

to a past

to a future tense

during your present moments

a memorandum built through divine intervention

when you know better you do better

a priesthood hidden by traditional stuff

to manifest a calling that grounds

in between the shaky times, the shaky grounds

grounding deep inside

a new belief system

a tunnel to dig

true predictions voiced out

not from a heart's desire to be told

but from a future that already exists in writing

created by one

separated in many ways

spiritually & physically

demolish a teenage hood

building a manhood

a priesthood to thank

time is an expensive

commodity to maintain..

dig in & see it through to completion

underestimate not your own comprehension

be patient with yourself

hope is a lifetime commitment

a daily-break from sorrow & tears

to rise tomorrow again

beyond the paranormal understanding

escaping into the normal

only for the fun of it

expanding a mind to a higher existence...

one can exist on multitudinous phases on different planes

in order to differently invoke the book within a mind

from the four corners of the world

feng shui colors to use

feng shui elements to taste

a personal touch to see

a delicate creation of memories galore

never forget where you come from

pictured perfectly

a private smile that invokes humble beginnings.."

dig in & see this to completion

Published by Khanya Maselela

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