Darkness

The darkness has been calling me,
Haunting me in the daytime,
But comforting me at night,
Confusing me, making me wonder where to turn.
I know what I want in life but I am so confused,
The darkness tells me he loves me,
But I seem to not be happy.
Why must I listen to others instead of my heart,
My heart tells me to stay in the darkness,
For he will always be there for me.
The world disappears when I'm with him,
And I feel like I'll always be in love.
But when I see others they say things about him,
They don't like the darkness,
But they don't see it how I see it.
I've waited for this moment all my life,
It's finally come and all people can do is frown.
Why can't anyone say they are happy for me,
Why can't they tell me I made the right decision.
The darkness calls to me everyday and I run into his arms,
He's all I have in this world,
He won't turn his back on me,
And when I hold his baby in my arms,
He will show me more love.
I just keep on asking why doesn't anyone say I made the right decision?
But deep in my heart, I know this is what I want and I'll fight every inch of the way,
Just for my happiness,
I love the darkness,
He makes it feel like home.