Death and Sorrow: Always Missing You in Every Tomorrow
The damage is so haunting, as the fire rolls, fiercely silent leaving a hole.
The thick smoke filled the sky as you breathed your last breath.
The Fireman is running to me as I witness the house cave,
He is coming to tell me of your death.
I scream, "No! No! Save my babies! You have too! You're the Super Hero~!
Desperation and grief took my soul. The fireman said he wished it wasn't true!
I began falling into the unknown abyss of darkness
Spinning in circles, searching, seeing, hearing, but none of it makes any sense,
He seized my body as it falls lifeless into numbness
I plead for hope as I look into his eyes,
I shiver from the darkness
I see the deep hole of despair in his eyes that tells me there are no lies
Sorrowful screeches seep from my weeping soul
My baby boys have taken their last breathe and they took gods calling
I see the fireman's tears are falling
Embraced, I again fall into darkness
Into the arms of his kindness
Oh, my little angels ~!
I shed tears as my soul crumbles
Trying to learn to be humbled
My body and mind miss my little boy's hugs and kisses~
Those little angelic voices
No longer call out to me!
For this is the way it shall be~!
I am sorrowed and haunted by that day, everyday.
I do pray for you~ and I pray for me to find the understanding and strength in every-way!
I wish upon the stars; please come see mommy in mystical dreams someday~!
In this world, especially, mine~
I wish someone could say why that morning took my babies away from me~
Oh angel's of mercy, why was it to be?
Their life here ended but mine sustained...
To live life without my little boy's anyway...
It's so hard to find the strength~
The power to believe in your life after death~!
I wish I could just hold you in my arms and breathe in your cherry splash hair...
I would give anything to tousle your hair one more time~ so I can hear "Oh mom" or "Please do it again because it tickles'
~Now time is all I have~ A Memory in Time~ a time when you were mine~
Why me? I was a good mommy
I loved you so tenderly and sweetly~~!
Mommy will carry on and continue to love you so much~
I would never want my angels to shed a tear for their mommy's sorrows!
I deserved you so much then and I deserve you now~
But now you are my angels I speak to in prayer, in heart and in soul
Not only today but in all the tomorrows~ until deaths door opens!
Words cannot ever express the loss and the love I feel for you~
I do hope you open the pearly heavenly gates for me, my little boys ~~ Andy and BJ!!
Until then I will Love you both Always and Evermore,
Mommy
Published by Robbie Tittle
A devoted mother. As published writer/photographer, I find the world very intriguing. It has opened my mind to many things, and the possibilities are boundless. I love everything about the ocean and find it... View profile
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A heart-wrenching poem, Robbie. I wish you peace, happiness, and the strength to move on from this terrible tragedy.
Robbie,
My minister, Reverend James Boyce told me "everything works out for a reason." You'll be together again someday with your sons- but not now.
Love,
John
This is so heart breaking..I know that it is hard for you but your faith will see you through..
My deepest symphaty to you, but I hope you can pick yourself up slowly. As a son myself, if I were to die, my last wish would be for my loved ones to get over my death. I'm sure your sons are wishing that as well.
Cheers
I am so sorry. As I sit here with tears streaming down my face, I can't begin to imagine what you are going through. I am sending you a great big hug through cyberspace. God bless you and your family.
Okay, I'm tearing up here. Like the others I have no idead what words to use to offer comfort to to express my sorrow for your lost.
OMG, Robbie. I'm gonna hug my kids a few extra hundred times today. *HUGS*
I wish I could take away some of your pain but all I can offer is my deepest sympathies. I am so sorry for your loss. BTW, I thought your words were written lovely.
That was absolutely beautiful. I'm so sorry for your loss. As I sat here reading with tears streaming down my face because of the physical loss I was comforted by the reunification that will happen when the time comes. God Bless you and your family.
~~HUGS~~