Depersonalization

Casey
Depersonalization

Just another part of the Complex PTSD

So absolutely crazy you think you're going nuts

It feels like you fall back

Out of your body into a deep cold pit

You look at your hands and they don't feel like your hands

I looked at my mom and almost cried

I cannot even explain what it's like to be with the one you're closest with

And not be able to tell her what happened to you

Because you don't know

It just feels like your swimming

Super cold, numbing water all around you

It starts at your head like you dove in

And slowly grips the rest of your body

I'm so afraid that this will never go away

It will be three years in October

Since I got away with my life and my puppy

Published by Casey

I'm 24 years old, I live with my fiance, Jake and our two dogs Lakota and Katie. I'm a full time union laborer and working, fishing and hunting every spare moment.  View profile

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  • Sara10/4/2009

    Jesus can and WILL help you if you ask Him in faith!!!

  • Janet Hunt7/6/2009

    This will get better with time, even though it is hard to believe now...

  • Donald Pennington7/6/2009

    Eventually it will. Know this. The answers to your situation do NOT lie waiting within ANY church....only more victimization awaits you there. There are so many just waiting for you to invite us to listen to you. Write on.

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