Destiny of One

Internal Quarrel

Jose Zuniga
Time and space, according to previous examples, equate to situational agreements, as in you could be at work or at home because you either agree to it or not. This debate comes with an argument of the present, which may include bits of jealousy but, in reality, is what we consider feelings or emotions of strong desire. Supression of our desires has been instilled by community leadership and parental figures, which is a good thing when you're under the age of sixteen. After this time, it becomes a matter of progression. If you subdue your feelings of situational awareness because you feel like you don't want to be somewhere but are still there because of the supressed internal quarrel, then you're letting the educational mind take over the beating heart.

It's like preparing for a prom. You know you don't have the money to go but environmental and community leadership suggest otherwise, despite your economical situation. So your parents dish out one-hundre to five hundred bucks for a "prom" which you otherwise would not be at because you don't want to miss the ending of your favorite episode of the next comedy classic called, "Please stay at home and watch me, loser". This situation changes per feeling. You could feel that you should be at the prom but factors of environment try to prevent that from happening, instead of like previously, where they encouraged it. Now, the coin has turned. The feeling is to go but the situation demands you don't.

Having a thread like this introduces this idea of the internal argument between wanting to feel and supressing feelings. Its like the old idea of "get off the pot." The first part implies action but only the second part is mentioned because it is the most popular in today's society. Instead of people doing something (sh*t) they decide to do nothing (getting off the pot) which, ironically, in this case means sitting on a chair all day doing nothing to promote the internet.

My favorite website is www.DoSomethingInTheNearFuture.com. If it's a real website then there's a remarkable amount of people doing nothing to promote the idea of doing something, which promotes this idea that people are all about doing nothing in modern times.

What to do to change? Stop supressing feelings or desires of emotional situations where you think that it could help you. Jealousy is one of these which often implies an idea for supression but this is such an idealistic concept that it borders on the ground of retarded. If men or women in today's society ask for more meaning in their relationships with subtlety (i.e. the internet, sof-core porn), then jealousy is the perfect catalycist for relationships because it implies caring while at the same time encouraging violence, two things which the internet promotes or tries to promote in high numbers.

However, it comes down to how does the one deal with this situation, right? Does he or she act out on their jealousy simply because that might be the start of a good relationship? There's a factor to consider there, as well because people are not always like-minded in their thinking. The most safest (Warning: get off the pot advice) thing to do is try and see if they're jealous of you when you talk with others. Now, the sh*t advice (not as in sh*tty but similar to "oh, that advice is The Sh*t!"). The one deals with this situation by being truthful and saying to that person, hey do you like me, and continues with why not, is it my hair, do I talk too much, it's my mom, isn't it? Hopefully, this has helped a little for the assuredness of situational circumstances where feelings and thinking converge like two rapid-firing bullets shot out of cannons from opposite ends crashing into each other in an explosion of "awesome."

Published by Jose Zuniga

I'm an English Major attending California State University, Los Angeles. Currently, writing in bulk in the poetry and fantasy genres.  View profile

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