Diary of a Man in Love

Do you still remember the first time we met? It was the first day of school. I was rushed into the school gate when I bumped into you as you came out of a luxury Volvo. The books that fell hold all the ground. I quickly picked up the books and returned to you with words of apology, but all that showed me his look was scary. My first impression was that they said a girl was born with a deliberate sthingy of gold in the mouth. I had completely rejected and had not expected to meet again, but surprisingly, turned out to be my partner.

* March 22 *

I began to learn more about you as days passed and my opinion has changed for the better in each passing day. I realized that they were from a wealthy family, but definitely not a girl deliberately. You were pleasant and friendly. You got mad that day we met because I had left a mark on the poetry collection that I loved very much. We meet often for lunch and I found something that was different from the rest of the girls - his passion for Chinese poetry. Often they mumble something for you. At first, I thought I was humming a pop song, but

Later I realized I had been reciting Chinese poems by great poets. You were so bright that you knew that every poet and composed poems. I was very impressed indeed.

* April 5 *

I met again in the study area. That day I was reading the Chinese classic "Romance of the 3 kingdom." Their ability to appreciate the Chinese classic left me with admiration. You were unique in many ways.

* May 5 *

Since then, they often gather in the study area to discuss the good things and bad character in the Chinese classics. I still remember the moment that one! br oke so because they could not agree on whether BaoYu injured Jia Yu Lin Dai? Our argument was so fierce that never talked about this week. Friday, but when he arrived, still gathered in the study area and laughed about the incident. After which, another argument began.

* August 7 *

I could not deny it. It'sa feeling that I could not identify with precision. Wenever laughed more than a joke with other guys, the emotion that fills my senses. It took a while before identified. I was in love, the feeling was jealousy. I felt the need to express it. However, I was afraid ... set aside my feelings, that you and I would be trapped in an awkward situation, our long friendship that is nurtured crumble ... therefore, I remained calm.

* October 1 *

The news came as a shock to me. I was so worried when I heard that they had collapsed in the canteen. I was struggling to keep my worried face looked in control as the ambulance took him away.

* October 2 *

It was drizzling that day. Our tutor sadly announced that he had cancer. Since he finished his sentence outside the classroom, I found that the drizzle had become a downpour. I could only hear the sound of rain, nothing more. I rushed to see it Nuh ICU immediately after the lesson. Her face was white, showing no trace of red. I learned that she had undergone only one operation. Life support, right next to the system is that the drill pipe without mercy in his left wrist. "I'm fine, just a severe case of anemia. Believe me, my parents told me." you said convincingly. I knew very well what he was thinking, did not want to be worried. "Are you or comforting comforting fear and despair that was written all over my face?" I thought to myself. I was not strong enough for me to disagree with you and nodded his head with a forced smile. He replied with a smile too much blood! in effor t.

* October 5 *

It was a day, but for me it was an important day. I felt an impulse to express my love. I walked beside his bed, holding her hand. I told the story of how an ordinary man fell in love with a girl who likes poetry and Chinese classics. As I told my story, my eyes began to fill with water, no control and my voice started to choke, and finally burst into tear, but that was my head against your body and with tearful eyes, said: "I understand that love, so did the girl. "I turned my eyes to it and at that time, her tears fell for the first time, saw some redness on his lips.

* October 26 *

It was the last day of the test and I rushed to Nuh to continue my story. When I got there, I saw only the nurse of the bed once slept on. When I asked about you, the nurse told me that he had died expressionlessly. This is a bolt from the blue for me. I was immobile for a long time. I hated myself for spending the last few days to prepare the final exam paper. I hated myself for not staying longer the last time you visited. I hated myself so much ... but had gone ...... I can not remember how I got home that day. When I awoke, I was in my room. I slept on the pillow wet. The next day I went to the funeral. I heard from his father the day he died, he was still reading the poetry collection you gave as a gift for her birthday. Standing in front of his portrait, he had no tears, which were used until his death. All they knew was sadness, as my heart was broken into pieces and died.

* January 2

A new girl has taken over his seat. He does not like poetry, but she likes to hum pop songs. When I asked her if she knows Jia Bao Yu, she replied: "What you speak." Yes, you are gone. But for me, the seat remains vacant, and perhaps no one in ever ......