It happened slowly, but suddenly I was 13 again,
afraid to speak or smile or use the phone
or cry for help or hate you more than words
afraid to speak or smile or use the phone
or cry for help or hate you more than words
Distorted by something I simply don't have,
you go on becoming continually better,
I accelerating blindly in reverse behind you,
into a brick wall with all the bells and whistles
Disenchanted, disheartened, confused
I long for a happier day just months ago
when I could count on you, wait for you, believe in you
to come over and make things right.
Now I only have myself,
and she is someone I have learned to mistrust.
Published by Angry Sar
"Angry Sar" is just my radio name and pen name (rhymes with Alice in Chains' song "Angry Chair"), my real name is Sarah Lindsted. I am a 26 year old singer/songwriter, guitarist and poet from Wichita, KS. View profile
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2 Comments
Post a CommentThank you :-) And thanks for reading, I'm glad you liked it.
This is so well done. The last two lines are so poignant: " Now I only have myself, and she is someone I have learned to mistrust."