Diva

a divine consultation

with the greatest magician of all times

...searching & looking

for the key to the kingdom

looking & searching you did

for the one that dares to intervene in your relations

approaching with caution

cloaked with jealousy

a feeling of resentment or suspicion

towards the person who you feel is your rival

your ancestors you have accused

carefully keeping something together

tools used to bind the manifestations

of the wealth created

a safety pin

a key

a cash note

carefully folded together as one

causing an effect later in life

a relationship bonded by blood & light

sorrows & tears

throwing missiles at each other

slowly invoking a shield that hides

a true sense of your nature

too ashamed to admit the cause & effect

worried to give the other a big head

a story line that reveals a character change

the time is now

the day is today

fearing to hurt tradition

knowing very well

the pain that it will cause

never have I had

passion for any other creation..

gloating is but a game

unmask the unknown

slow down, pause & breathe

break the confusion

the different type of love that exists

catching the last breath

light shining through the elders

fighting amongst each other

both parties don't even communicate well

calling forth the high & mighty spirited

sending messages by using the olden ways

still searching & looking

looking & searching

for a divine translation...

divine translation:

your name

you need to change your name

yes! Your name

your label is tattered

your reputation is defiled

your path intervened

your name was called out by mistake

during a ceremony performed

by the one you call a friendly silent partner

a middleman

softness will be used

to create another beauty

but gruesome is a term used to rebuild

what never really existed

are you saying that I don't really exist

...behind the shadows in the clouds

you are hidden

even if you come out of the waters

you will struggle to remain grounded

when someone along the bloodline has lived out the essence of name

you will remain non-existent until you change your name

& redirect your destiny

divine all your ancestors

before you deal with them as no name brands...

I am happy that this has been brought to my attention

Oh Great One

I am sure that I will use this information wisely

& to my advantage

then I went back

outside the door

shouted with glory

& confessed my victory

and I said unto them:

I know the truth

so you don't have to decide

for me anymore

you should not have to use the truth to stand up against us

the leader declared

we are still your elders

then give me a moment to recollect my truth

give me just a second

to manifest my willing heart

by using my dragon's blood

because it is not your will

not your decision

then we shall retreat...

& so how will you survive without us

who said anything about

surviving on my own

went back to the door

knocked again

entered in high respects

surrounded by the grace of a child

I said:

thank you for giving me a reason to fight

& you will win

I am always in your heart

then I went out the door

into the universe & commanded

the elements of nature to anoint my spirit

with faith & hope

every now & again I would invoke the forces

like fire

a candle to light my way through their tests

the forces of water

that can allow the natural flow of my will

the forces of wood

to strengthen myself in my belief system

the forces of wind

to uplift my moods by allowing visions & dreams

to tip me about their tricks & trades

used metal forces to turn my heart into ice

so that I can understand them better

I called on the forces of ether

to open & close the door

if need arises

you will become one of us

they warned

bragging:

so mote it be

it's not by might

it's not by power

it is by the spirit

& of course a little spice of faith & hope

maybe we should all work together

one member suggested

how

I smiled

I am in love with the light

& you are most comfortable with the darkness

then rise before the sun for 40 days

give us a gentle wake up call

by singing a hymn that can soothe our rapture

we will then set you free

to live a definition

of a new name anointed

blessed during the struggles

to remain with the brightness of the natural light

KHANYA

start afresh

create a new legacy

clearly your work speaks for itself

you are a very lucky girl

to escape with your life so many times

you are truly blessed with ears

that hear further than ours

you see visions not suitable for a human mind

you know what to do to invoke us

we have to live up to your expectations

setting the highest goals

too high to reach on your own

you have acknowledged the importance

of our presence in your life

even though we are a bunch of troublesome souls

you are brave to approach us

with a whole new agenda

in order to merge the ancient secret rules with the new

to facilitate

the will of the creator

you have allowed time to vanish in order to reach an agreement

a joint venture

like I have demonstrated before

when I get to know better

I will do better

choices you have granted

decisions you have guided

time you have manipulated

there is no reason

why we should not share on the workload

& please

let go of the grudges

that has aged you

before your time

an arranged marriage

that later reveals

the true nature of a fourth wheel

a living messenger

to add a helping hand

clearly defining

the meaning of a middleman

conversation resulted in a confession

through a consultation

healing would be needed by vibrating the colors

that will energize my talents

to finally eliminate the middleman from the equation

the middleman

a silent partner

I know what you did last summer

you have used my birth name without my permission

[big mistake]

as I listen to the ringing inside my ears

I came to a conclusion

take you to court

a spiritual court

where the consequences of choices are revealed

you sit in your office

9:15 in the morning

praying & hoping that my visions

don't get to reach that far

this is a very serious need indeed

middleman

you took the liberty

to decide upon my fate

by using & misusing my kind, my culture

my heritage, my legacy

my gift

seduced my blessed lucky directing the good things

that I have attracted

directed them to your side of town

you stole my blessings

my ancestors

my god

my angels

my faith

by cloaking me with a sheet of darkness

camouflaging your aura with mine

I was traveling on the astral plane with eyes wide open

I realized not the detour in the path

that will ultimately

lead me to the domain of my enemy's cause

foe or not

now I know

I know that you know that I know

I am aware because I have become

I am a healer

I was healed before, during & after the knowing

I am aware of the ritual performed

in the midst of the forest dressed to work for success

in the midst of the bundus you have walked

thinking that I cannot reach that far

as I listen, as I write

as I think, as I ponder

upon the ritual performed by the hands of the middleman

you then appeased the ancestors of my kind

telling the men to forget about me

blinding them

by telling little white lies

they must not see her struggles

you plotted middleman

intervening my investments

I am older, I am wiser

she still seeks

for she is a child

chose me..use me

the middleman chanted

in order for his own will to be done

what should I do with such a middleman

he serves his purpose as a middleman

& yet he defiles my purpose

conscience:

forgive a mistake

caused by a divided diversified mind

forgive a forsaken belief

an eye for an eye would definitely

waste precious time

what to do

what to do

I guess take the bull by its horn

I feel your fear Mr. Middleman

my friend in hiding

so far & yet so close

divining my own divinity

tools you have used behind the tree

I cannot see

the elements of nature it feels like

directed by the forces of your anger & greed

you invoked the ancestors of the mountains

to disrupt & distract

the reality tat is about to manifest

fearing my change

you angered a powerhouse of men

a man like you should be demoted

your emotions will ruin my business deals

your dormant kundalini

will force mine to sleep forever

what to do

what to do

use the same elements of nature to overthrow

the causes & effects

reveal the revelations

I see the hatred that roams within your soul

your eyes cry in anger

for you believe that only the creator

is allowed to possess

the power to control the elements

& not a girl

a girly confession speaks out:

I am the director of my life

you are the one who calls himself my creator

you cannot manage my faith or my hope

because you are a mortal

just like me

earthly wealth enticing the poor

the food that filled my soul with pleasure

the chains that have provided security

planning & plotting

against your own senior

only a necklace from me will sort your boss

crying, crying

crying like big baby

I see your eyes in my dreams

they leak in sorrow

I see that your desire is to take over my temple

you wish!!!!

you will not set foot in my sanctuary again

as I listen to the beat I plan my coup de tat

inside time

tasting victory

like a leopard

racing against its record

I took a giant leap of faith

to overthrow your governance

middleman

I will drag you by your feet

right across the astral plane

throw you deep inside the universe

where the law of karma

will take it's place

then I will continue with my digging

towards the core of my existence

go past the fires

into the bellies of the deceased

where I will seek for security & guidance

added to the faith & hope

& have a resurrection for dessert

I will rise again

& rest with a peace of mind

for I will unbind my destiny

remove the clouds that destroys

by traditionally vibrating my aura

to win the war

its only a matter a time

until you realize it

middleman

you come into my life as a blessing

but you decide to sell your soul to power

by becoming a cursed blessing

slow down, pause

& breath

by the time you realize

what you have done you will be too embarrassed

to seek assistance from the one

you have defiled

slow down, pause

& breath

rebuild your altar

the dark is no more