Doesn't Mean Anything

We are Friends

attention angelic ancestors

I just love attention

love it, love it, love it

can't live without it

attention & I are like best friends

I ask for it

I seek for it

I even use it

attention: the act of applying the mind to something in order

to become aware

attention: paid a lot of it to get it

attention span limited by culture & traditions

pay attention

become aware of the place where grounding fits in

an office

back to the past

back to the future

back to the cause

be aware the effects

a great opportunity is here

to receive some extra grounding

a smoothie chance to settle down

be ready for the past, present or future at all times

I just love attention

the act of applying the mind to something else

in order to become aware

begin in the past

attention angelic ancestors

you beat a drum across my chest

so that you can make sense of the living

some shadows may pass swiftly

past my awareness stage

too fast to grasp

attention angelic ancestors

just like the waters you appear

to see you is to understand your existence

you haunt my existence

you haunt my thoughts, my dreams & my visions

my fears & my desires

even change them at times

because they might not suit your taste

you discourage my westernized mind

fearing the loss of our friendship

you took away my crowning glory

because you couldn't recognize

my relaxed grace

I chose to follow my own technology

pedicures, manicures

forget it...especially during winter seasons

too conventional....you say

too conventional!!!

angelic ancestors

your ways have outgrown the aspects of time

our ways are a legal legacy

a heritage, an awakening

an awareness

remember something...you love attention

to become an awareness yourself

your mind says NO

but your heart says YES

are you saying that

I will forever be a prisoner of becoming a becoming being!!!

your existence, your grace

your power, your knowledge

your wisdom, your discussions

your influences

your crucifixions

what have I to say

only to adhere like the generations before me

I sighed

and then they continued

to deny your inheritance is to deny yourself the pleasures of life

this route has been paved for you

before you were born

paved by the greatest of us all

we adhere to a fulfillment to accomplish the mission

bestowed upon us

we love attention too

we act by applying our minds to something

in order to become aware

we have walked the grounds of the living

so it is wise to ground yourself

in the path lived before

to become aware

to free yourself

from doubt & glory

deceit & lies

to check the double checkers

to become aware of the being that you are

a being that became aware before walking the living

from a woman you are born

the test of times

the test of ways

to equip your mind with knowledge is power

a past life inside a present moment

an influential future

to see s is to understand our ways

to accept us is to follow the path of our tradition

which will lead you straight

into a liberated soul that resides within attention

we love attention

be aware of a freed mind

take note of a freed soul

change is inevitable

even if you have to go back & start all over again

remember this!

Our ways have past through the test of times

one day you will be amongst us

you should be afraid

for you not know what lies beyond

you will know once you have crossed over

there are man ways to show gratitude

without compromising your westernized philosophy

a system of normal principles for your life

some are free, some are not

don't get us wrong...

the test of time as revolutionized the mind

to become aware of the beyond

some have crossed over & returned

some have remained in between

some have risen

some have blessed some have cursed

some have believed

some have dreams

but everyone has walked

the grounds of formations

the living & the not

created by one

divided by color

loved one another

smiling like each other

men, women, children alike

old, young, fresh

the beauty of an artistic adventure

attention please

pay attention

become aware

we exist on this plane

this astral plane

this physical plane

this mind-set

meditations, yogis

pray, pray, pray

casting spells

by using the forces of nature

exposing knowledge of the past

for the betterment of existence

what can you say

amen...

I see you

I was born in your reflection

I am aware of your existence

aware of my love for attention

aware of who I really am

to deny the fear

rewind time

to humble myself before my soul's desire

to become completely aware of the seeker within

to acknowledge the path of liberations

to agree with the mission

laid before me

then how much time do I have

reminder:

their ways have passed through the test of times

thought:

if the route as always been there

then this is going to be peachy

my colors will change

my ideas will grow

my fear will fear me

my doubts will vanish

my heart is free

my mind independent

my soul transparent

pay attention to the signs

star sign, water signs

under the sea & under the planets you can move

in a particular second you can fly

waxing the moon slanting this way

reaching the sites of omen..

omens

regarded as indicators

signs of what is going to happen in the future

dreams & visions

prophesies alike

bad omens

switched from bad to worse

from worse to

great not again

good omens

from best to fantastic

pay attention to signs

during an application of the sixth sense

meeting up with common sense

that interacts to disrupt the route to awareness

sometimes common sense is not so common

apply a viewpoint

from all the different walks of life

curses, curses, curses & more

why me

a willing heart it takes

to answer a call

reaching deeper than the dark-blue-sea

leaping higher than the mountains

spreading wisely

a business-like universe to conquer

marketing all the different perspectives

broadening the horizons that reaches the target market targeted

expanding & moving compliments

taught to pay a priceless attention

to my second heartbeat

my heart chakra

a good omen

to confirm the philosophies of the supernatural

I am not alone

you & I together forever

is a peace of mind

bad omens

twice I heard an owl call my name

in the midst of the nights

twice the owl hooted in my nights dreams

third time lucky..i heard it for real in my day dreams

fourth time complete

I saw it

it paid a visit

a sign telling me to pay attention

to the bold manifestations of events

omens are regarded as fortune telling

a vision of a dream I heard

the law of attraction is invoked

by using the forces of nature to consult the elders

the animal spirits

they confirmed that it was an owl

seeing, hearing, feeling

applying common sense: its just an owl

a bad omen indeed

to foretell only misdemeanors

subtle or obvious

I was advised to change

the signs

the messages in newspaper articles

a phone call from a stranger

a conversation with a book

signs that opens up awareness

casted upon reality

omens that have occurred

still playing out

for those that are about to happen

in order to open up the senses beyond common

to relate & associate

the events of divinity

by using hope

pay attention to the signs

that beat more than once

why now

because you are ready to change who you really are

only when you are ready

do you become what you were called for

a wonderful deed indeed

a wondrous being to be

you have the signs of an awakening

an awakening of the kundalini

serpent power of fairy tales

you have the signs that indicate that healing is needed

good or bad omens

either one

omens need mending

you have the signs of a voodoo queen

one of the titles that come with the signs & symbols

of an awakening of a wisdom that can

overshadow common sense

secretly becoming a priest magician

an enchantress

a conjurer

instantly changing phases

switching from this to that

serving the omens that guide the routes of healing

it aint easy

dreams & visions & signs

some love

some happiness

then

kundalini yoga & meditations

confession:

I have indulged myself in tai chi

shook me hard

took me to china

tae bo I have enjoyed

tuned a desired heart

paying a lot of attention

risked all in order to become

resorting to star signs

to set me free

healing under Jupiter

I reached for a birthstone

to better understand the meaning of a birthright

response:

happiness is your birthright

however the healing

the choice is yours

but heal before you can become

if healing makes you feel good enough

to increase the levels of attraction

then healing you should enjoy

pay attentions to signs

miracles do happen

you came to by surprise

a voice within the caves

where I reside

beneath the grounds

out of sights you hide

out of reach of those who fear the unknown

a man without an identity

a form of dominating specie you chose to wear

related with me as if you knew me

a dark force of shadow power

absent from light

absent from awareness

the leader of an extremely troublesome

gang of ancestors I met

an organized body

who hide their misunderstandings

underneath a cloud of confusion & depression

capitalizing an oppressed luck

feeding on the self-condemnations

alleviating a foul terror

that haunts the innocent kind

in the darkest hours of the night

they feared to be fired

I submitted down before a shrub with humility

trying to understand the journey created before me

a troublesome force awakened

using the dark to hide the tests bestowed upon me

we exchanged some information about each other's positions

a leader using only an audible voice

to orchestrate a route untold

with respect I adhered to the request of an appeasement

yes! Keep him calm & quiet..

within three days a resurrection will take place

desperation: anything...

as long as I can get out of the waters

you have forgotten about us

the leader said

confusing issues of time

mysteries remained hidden

confused by the audibility that forces

seeking some healing of his own

he asked to see my modus operandi

enjoyed my humming

but all I ever did was work in silence

m hands did all the talking

I remained in silence

so that I could investigate the underlying issues

of this sudden appearance into my cocoon

I was in the midst of a rapture

a voice is certainly a distraction for now

through an outsider

you came to me

during my pondering thoughts

the attraction was too great to deny

I have heard stories & tales

but I had never thought I would live to tell my own story

I casted a spell & then I started digging

used the horn of gondor

raising the rainmaker

the king

to resurrect the oracle

by invoking the psychic

consulted a traditional healer

learned something from the teacher

evoked the shaman

agreed with the negotiator

contacted the image consultant

to direct the project manager

revived an old soul

conjured an enchanter

painted an artist

then proceeded with the price collector

dig, dig, dig

six feet under where you lay so comfortably well

I need to know why

invoked the best part of a me, myself & I

I dug deeper to reach the core

in consultation with the animal spirits

I declared my position

a living messenger you sent to shake up my faith

an earthquake you caused

shaking the dry leaves to the grounds

to renew, to redirect, to assist

a business partner...

an associate of fate & glory

a silent partner I was awarded

a middleman with control issues

but I had a back-up plan of my own

in case the dude decides to flip sides

my second encounter was different

how many voices this time

you sound different

two heavy voices

speaking a different language

two hit men

who demanded

the souls of the living

demanding a sanctuary

I don't think so

you cannot refuse us

yes!I can

then we will manifest ourselves into two men

and so they bring these two men in my life

to teach me a lesson

& a lesson I learned

Please! Do not send men to do a woman's job

then the battle began

just because I decided to say NO! to a domineering factor

you take away my ride

you take away my work

you changed my life

turned it upside down

inside out

forgetting about the hands that will rebuild

you caused a second kundalini to rapture before time

an interruption:

made a quick connection

between the now & never

heal this havoc

find the door

and then seal the entry level

which allowed unauthorized entities to enter

detour: our third encounter was a little weird

behind the candle light you reveal three separate identities

a lion

a snake

a man

I see that you are still cloaking

the dominating male-ego

changing trinity to completion

a short prayer revealed

the writings on the wall

11 April 2004

bless the ones who are not blessed with knowledge

teach in patience about the true kindness of hearts

heal those who cannot heal themselves

create a strong foundation that will carry & shelter

the blessings of others

share your inspirations

encourage spirituality

bless the works of your hands before its too late

and then I decided to learn your modus operandi

for I am a leader of my own gang

we will fight for territory

you used temptation

to lure my desires

to dig towards your directions

I will find the door

I will know your truth

you used fear to intimidate the ideas into me

& so I became a key...

but this time I was ready & I armed myself with my first truth

I know who I really am

& so I cannot succumb to such pressure

but I will apply pressure of my own

to poke a battle of a lifetime into existence

to create an opportunity of a lifetime

against all odds

when you wanted to take my daughter

I decided then, to run for the highest spiritual position

as fast as a cheetah can reveal

anointed as a traditional king

a ruler of a traditional kingdom

but you are woman

they exclaimed

& all of your messengers are men

an open thought:

who are these beings

they control so much

I cant win this battle alone

my loss of faith has led me to the door

I knocked on the 7^th heaven

the 7^th kingdom

& by grace the door opened

...father I seek refuge during my spiritual struggles

I am trying to understand the sense of the entities

that you have created...

sit down & I will explain...

its not how much darkness you run away from

but its how much of the light you can encompass

your faith is misplaced

not lost

& you are tired of testing your faith

test me...

& move when I tell you to...

because your chair was designed by me

you always have a choice

take a breath.....