Don't Feel Like

Don't really feel like talking to friends.
Don't reallyfeel like trying again.
Don't reallyfeel like going to sleep.
Don't reallyfeel like being sweet.
Don't reallyfeel like waking up.
Just reallyfeel like giving up.
Just wanna sleep
Eternal peace like EZ Pac and Biggie. .
Don't feel like seeing the sun or anyone.

Just feel pain in my head
and it hurts so bad.
Cut to the chase.
What would it take to erase?
Don't feel like food.
Not in the mood.
Don't feel like being who I was before.
What's the point any more?

Don't feel like putting on my clothes today.
Heart messed up in da worse way.
Started last Thursday.
Don't feel like brushing or curling my hair..
It can stay nappy.
What da hell do I care?

Don't feel like making up my bed.
Might climb back in it.
Feeling Dead.
Mentally.
Physically.
All of the above.
You know what?
SCREW love!

Don't feel like writing nothing today..
Killed dat zone.
Longgone away
Feel'n Numb!
Dumb!
Decieved.
Why did I believe?
Wearing yo heart on your sleeve gets you nathan
but grief and IRRATATION
What's was sweet now smells
of sanitation or bull

Ain't this a trip
Sick N tired of a going
through this trifflingness..

Penetration.
Stabbed once.
Stabbed twice.
Turn the knife even deeper than before.
The blood rushes out in currents.
See how it pours
Watch it gush out a little more.
I'm dropping.
My lifeless body is crumpled
up on the floor

.Green light flashes.
You and me are passing before my eyes.
AVEDA KEDAVRA
Lord V.
See whatyou did to me.

Don't wanna think.
Defitinely don't wanna feel.
Got me feel'n allsurreal.
Don't feel like caring
but guess what?
Yeah I stilll do.
Da truth hurts like hell
and you know what elsle?
It burns too.

Like a flame.
Like fire..
Supposed to take you higher.
NOT!
Think I'll retire.
I'm DONE!
You were the last.
Shot me down fast!
Out the sky
Took away anything remaining.
Took away my high.
Didn't see all the tears I cried.

Did you care?
After what we shared
had me feeling you'd be there.
I was unaware.
Read the signs.
Made me blind.
Choose to listen to my heart
and not my mind.

MISTAKE!
One I always seem to make.
Shoulda learned.
Emotions turn.
Gotta let it BURN.
When the feeling ain't the same
and your body dont want to.
But y ou know gotta let it go.
Party's over.
Club closed.
Think they locking all the doors.
Game over!
Outta quarters.
Obsolete
Know when I've been beat.

Switching over like digital.
Such a pivotal point in my life.
No MORE!
It's you that I adored.
You were the best.
No contest.
Stood out from the all the rest.
Had me impressed.
Didn't even make me second guess.
Had my heart all pounding in my chest.

Came around knocked me down
then you broke me down.
In so many words your actions said it.
Can't forget it
On the holidays you ain't want me around.
I'm crying out!
What's the hell is this about?
Couldn't believe it!
Heard the words coming out his mouth.

Not sinking in.
Can't pretend.
Don't want this thing to end.
Hurt within.
Play dat back.
Rewind da track.
Lets take it back to da begin.
When we were friends.
I washis baby.
He was my bookins.

Don't feel like drawing not one picture.
Gotta say it.
Don't care if the world knows.
Here it goes
DAMN
I miss ya.
I Miss Ya.
I Miss ya..
ThinkI just got hit with sectum sempra.
I really wanna convince you
but I CANTbut

I gotta wait andsee.
What's meant to be.
What's REALLYmeant for me.
God please
just take it all away from me.

Cease the pain.
Let it rain.
Sitting here alone..
Wishing all my feelings was gone.
Don't feel like crying again.
Hearingyour voice on my machine's end.
Making me feel like dissapperin.

Somewhere.
Anywhere.
To the Magic City.

Don't feel like being Marche.
Let's just say.
I wanna spread my wings and fly away.
Too another place.
To anutha time.
Somewhere I can find peace of mind.

I'm tired of the games.
I'm tired of the scares.
I'm tired of writing this poem.
Tired of Wishing on Stars.