Don't Want to Let You Go

Alexis Sullivan
Far and wide I sought for peace, for joy, for strength. Desperately I clung to life hoping that someday someone would save me. My spirit was filled with pain and my heart was overwrought with fear.

Fear that I had gone and wondered to far from Your mercy. Fear that I had done so much wrong that You would never take me back. Fear that I would never feel Your love surround me again.

But Lord, I was wrong. Now I know that I can never go to far from You. Even when I made countless mistakes, You were there. Regardless of my thoughtless love affair with Sin, You were there. Though I danced with Deceit and made my bed with Lust, Lord, You were always there.

And now that I have found You once again I don't ever want to let You go. For the rest of my life I want to spend my days in Your embrace. Even as the seasons and years pass by, with You I want to stay.

My soul longs for Your touch and my heart beats frantically for want of Your love. Anoint my head Lord and renew in me a righteous spirit. I can't go another day without Your presence and now that You are here I don't want to let You go.

Desperately Lord I grasp Your hand and thirst for Your grace. My spirit hungers for Your peace and I refuse to let go until You have blessed my soul. Never again will I wonder from Your presence.

I thank You for loving me even when I couldn't love my self. For giving me the strength to continue when I thought I couldn't take another step. For being there when everyone else had left me to die in my suffering.

And it is because of Your mercy that I now have joy. Forever and always, Lord, will I remain by Your side. And because of Your unconditional love....I don't ever want to let You go.

Published by Alexis Sullivan

I am 19 years old, attend Oral Roberts University, and am studying to be a Christian Counselor. If you want to know a little more about me and my work read the article "About Me and My Writing". I have only...  View profile

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  • cathiesblogs8/20/2008

    Very inspirational poem !

  • Pat Burroughs8/13/2008

    Great job and so uplifting. Sorry I haven't had time to read all your writings yet, but I'm getting there. I'm just busier than I want to be or need to be. Keep writing! You're doing really well.

  • Christopher.W Joyner8/9/2008

    This is a beautiful picture. I am grateful to God to have read it.

  • Lenora Murdock8/8/2008

    This is an excellent inspiration piece. Well- written and from the heart. Great Job!

  • Sheryl Young8/8/2008

    What a great piece, Alexis! I love the line 'Though I danced with Deceit and made my bed with Lust, Lord, you were there'...his compassions never fail! He is gracious to us.

  • Misti Oosthuizen8/7/2008

    This was beautiful and very well written. Many times, I have spoken a similar prayer.

  • Nikki8/7/2008

    Beautiful, honest, and inspired! Once you've felt the touch of the Master's hand you never want to let go!

  • Ursula8/7/2008

    This is not only beautiful but it's exactly as if you could read my mind (and my heart) while you were writing!

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