Dream Research and Analysis

When I started studying the meaning of my own dreams I cared about learning what was happening inside me, because I was sure that I was neurotic. My father is schizophrenic, and I started showing similar characteristics that were particular to his behavior in my own behavior.

Besides that, after suffering a tragic car accident when I was 15 years old, when my dearest friend who was sitting next to me and was only 22 years old died instantly, I had a very strange neurosis, which I could overcome only after reading about a similar case in a magazine, understanding that I was neurotic.

I knew that I needed help again, when I was 23 years old and I was very depressed and irritated, however I could not go to a psychologist at the time I understood that, because I was pregnant, and in a while I had a baby to care about and my mother-in-law had just died, so my father-in-law was living with my husband, me and our baby.

I had to cook even though I didn't have any experience and my mother could not help me because she was giving support to her sister, who had lost her daughter, my cousin Efi, in a train accident. I visited my aunt many times too.

Efi was only 18 years old... she died three days before my mother-in-law died. Everything was more than terrible at that time of my life... I could not have psychotherapy, but I needed it indispensably...

God had abandoned me. I had abandoned him before, because after the tragic accident I lost my faith and I started writing poems full of anger and revolt against Jesus, who I used to adore before.

I started hating everyone after that tragic accident... but the book I started writing then, showed me what the meaning of our dreams really is, when I translated its symbolic meaning, precisely following the method discovered by Carl Jung.

I showed you the situation I was in when I started caring about the meaning of my dreams, so that you may understand that the dreams gave me mental health and knowledge, while I was totally lost and I was ignorant.

I never had the intention to become a psychologist. First of all, I could never imagine that I would be able to continue Jung's research and discover much more than him, not only about the meaning of our dreams but also about how to acquire and keep for life our mental health.

I was only a neurotic, depressed literature writer, who didn't know what to do, and started looking for salvation in books about psychology, caring especially about the meaning of dreams because I had seen many strange ones that were still in my memory.

I wanted very much to be able to understand the meaning of dreams and I was almost sure that they had a meaning and that this meaning was related to our mental health. I had a strong intuition that made me care so much about the meaning of dreams, even though everything was so difficult for me.

What I discovered continuing the research that Carl Jung abandoned because he was afraid of craziness, made me delay 19 years to present my book to the public, because I had to give to the world not only a perfect dream translation but also give the solution to all human problems, thanks to the comprehension of the wisdom of the unconscious mind that produces our dreams.

Everyone can learn the entire truth about the human being through dream messages. We see that the human being is in fact an animal, too wild. The biggest part of his brain belongs to the anti-conscience, his primitive conscience.

The absurdity of our world and of human life today proves to us without any doubt that the human being is really primitive. He is absurd, cruel, violent, hypocritical, futile and indifferent; in other worlds, a true animal, that doesn't respect moral principles and lives in terror and despair.

While the world lives crying and dying through wars, poverty, and other horrors that cannot be described in only a few words, the indifferent human spirit pursues happiness in such a place, and everyone accepts its craziness as if it was indispensable and unavoidable.

The lessons I had from the unconscious mind were complicated. I delayed too much to be able to understand them very well and to transform all this knowledge into something that everyone could easily understand and start using, in order to acquire mental health and happiness.

I discovered the wisdom and the sanctity of the unconscious mind, that can cure any mental illnesses, and this is why I had to follow a great many lessons before being able to teach you.

I had proof of the unconscious wisdom in my own literature, since I saw my mental illness clearly reflected in the symbolism of the strange romance I wrote after the car accident, understanding that the unconscious mind was trying to protect me through my own literature, because it gave me the magical inspiration that made me choose many archetypes as heroes of my story, while I imagined that I had chosen them only by chance...

My research was long, but everything is ready for you today, and it is my pleasure to teach you in only a few words everything that took me so long to discover and understand, so that you won't delay to find your health and happiness with this knowledge.