After the Game is Over

After The Game Is Over.

Table of Contents

1. So Free

2. A Blessing

3. So In Love

4. Enjoy The Ride

5. And Then

6. Its Real

7. I Need Too

8. A Wasted Life

9. Always Me

10. Always Sin C

11. Can They See Me

12. Fight At Night

13. Here

14. Hurry

15. I Need Too Pray

1. So Free

I really love this,

I do believe it came true,

I didn't know when but I knew,

Never bit off more than I could chew,

Who told you dreams didn't come true?

That's a lie,

Sometimes it doesn't matter how hard you try,

Sometimes you just have to wait,

Wait on God,

It's not fate and it was determined on this certain date my life would change for the better,

Bad times come good times go,

But neither stay!

And neither we spend time with long enough to know,

I think I grow each day,

Time is "Beautiful", but also painful,

But here I am so free!

2. A Blessing

I'm done with that part of my life,

I'm ready to start a new life,

The old life was so depressing and wrong too me,

I can see that the new life is allot more enjoyable,

It's still work,

But it's my work,

Oh God thank you!

What a Blessing!

I don't want to brag because that will only drag my blessing down,

I want this to be an uplifting experience,

Something to celebrate about,

It's over,

I'm doing something I want,

Nothing big too anyone but me,

But I don't care,

I'm cool with that,

At this point in my life inner happiness is worth more than proving myself too others,

That feels so good,

The Blessing?

It hasn't come in the most "Beautiful" packages,

But I'll take a blessing anyway I can get it and that's what all of this is

A Blessing!

3. So In Love

I hope this means you love me,

I already knew you care,

But I pray this is just a long process and you plan too spare my heart,

Because I do love you and you love me,

But it's so hard to see what you see,

If I push I'm afraid of what will be,

Maybe you're looking for me too better myself,

But you know I'm not doing anything wrong,

It's just the right things are not happening,

I'm still praying that God works my heart out of these knots,

Let me know what to do,

But I'm letting things take there course,

I don't like to wait,

But it builds character right?

At least I get too see my "Angel" bright,

I might even say this is good,

But I know I want you so bad,

It's crazy!

My Best friend,

My Love,

My partner,

My Hero,

Why am I So in Love?

4 Enjoy The Ride

So my mind is covered in all types of emotional thoughts,

My heart,

My soul,

Everything about me tells me this is right,

It's no way I can fight

It's me,

Now I can see that,

This is my time,

They say that it will never work,

Well I'm here to tell you "prove them wrong",

It can be special,

Everyone knows it can,

Plus it's out of mine and your hands,

When love takes over,

When destiny and fate pull your card,

"It's been hard but here you go what you are going to do with it?",

Makes some good decisions one wrong move it's over,

Life is a trip,

But I'll still give you a tip,

Enjoy The Ride!

5 And Then

Oh No!

What went wrong?

It was going ok and then...

I'm so confused,

Right out of nowhere,

I didn't even see it coming,

How do you plan for something like that?

You make plans,

You try,

And then...

Explain to me exactly going on?

I'm just not getting it,

Did I do something that wrong?

I know I stumbled,

But I never fell I never even slipped,

That's why it's a trip that this is happening,

I was just living my life and Then.....

6 Its Real

Venus and Mars,

My reaction is never going to be yours,

We may think similar and love the same,

But it's just how it is,

Its nature,

Our relationship isn't the first one,

All we can do is love each other,

I'm glad we look deep but don't analyze,

We have faith and believe in love,

Our differences make us so in love,

Your wrongs,

Your rights,

Your mine!

I'm with you thru whatever,

We know what's important,

We know what counts,

We know what's real,

So it's right what we feel!

7 I Need Too

Who got me doubting my talent?

My skill?

It might not appeal to you but it's who I am,

I tried to cram all these thoughts of society in my head,

But all I saw was red,

Because of anger,

I'm in danger right now of becoming one of them,

I'm trying to think of a plan instead of acting on it,

I Need Too!

8 A Wasted Life

It's going to be a long night,

In the fight between my mind and this world,

I'm so sorry baby girl I've been wrong,

Even though I went through the same thing I got you singing the same sad song,

It's been too long,

As the night begins all of this hits my heart,

Before the sun even goes down every part of me wants more,

I've been in this war too long,

Doing nothing,

Wasting my time,

That should be a crime,

It is,

And the punishment is a wasted life!

9 Always Me

Maybe it will be answered tonight!

Got too have faith and know it will,

What I want I promise won't kill,

I will be careful and low key,

No need to be anyone other than me,

Allot of flashing can end up with someone robbing you and cashing in,

So don't be too cool!

I don't plan to be that fool,

I want nice things and I want to look well,

But I don't want to sell myself like entertainment,

If I think I'm cool then forget you,

That's me always "Sin" C!

10 Always Sin C

Well this is the start,

It's going to take lots of heart,

The beginning is always the hardest part,

How to get on your feet after you just got knocked off your feet,

Meet yourself and become friends with you,

That's the only way you can stay true to yourself and anyone else,

All of this keeps going on and on,

I know what people think, but to be honest I could care less,

I confess maybe I should care more,

Some people become the world's whore,

Not me!

You'll see me alone forever before I sell my soul too whom ever,

Never!

So whatever to the so called cool people who like to be seen and showoff,

Life is short, too short to be playing games with people that can't do anything for me,

SO read this very clear I'm always going to be me,

Always "SIN" C!!

11. Can They See Me

Young man out doing dirt,

Flirt with death and she might like you,

So I try not to play with her,

But it's a cold world and I have no fur,

Got me outside saying burr,

Its seems like it becomes too much every two weeks,

The future doesn't necessarily look bleak,

I don't want to know or even get a peak,

I can't be weak,

But it's all types of freaks out there,

And they won't spare me,

But see I'm not like them,

I try to be like him,

That's faith talk,

I thought they said "Money Talk",

Well I haven't heard from him ever,

It's starting to seem like never,

Can I survive in this new world?

Baby girls having babies,

Baby boys robbing everyone else,

The rest of us just slave away at dead end jobs,

I get robbed every day,

How? They say,

Well ask my boss,

It's like I work for free,

They need to stop playing with me,

Maybe they can't see me,

I hope they will soon?

12 Fight at Night

The other night we had to fight,

A real brawl,

No one was really in their right mind,

We all couldn't find a reason why,

No matter how hard we try we still on the grind,

Why do I think this way?

What other way is there?

Yeah life's not fare,

But do you care?

I stay in my dragon's lair spitting fire,

Look at the economy,

I guess death is when I'll retire,

Out looking but they won't hire,

So we fight at night,

Bills are loose money is tight,

Not scared to fly I just can't afford the flight,

I might make it one day,

Oh man that's not strong faith,

Let's say I'll make it today,

You never know right?

I stay out of site like I'm hiding.

Working all these years and still not riding,

Long walks, harsh talks,

What kind of life is this?

Its better then jail,

Just like heaven is better than hell,

I better not get locked up I'm broke don't got no bail,

I pray I never see a cell,

God please tell the world to leave me alone,

I see a clone of me on every street,

Since when was it cool to be broke,

Such stupid people trying to act,

Then you got the others on the attack,

That's why we fight at night!

13 Here

So I started writing to tell you how I feel,

How I have problems,

I got bills,

My tank is on E lately I need a refill,

I won't let situations kill my hope,

I hear more people losing their jobs,

People jumping out of bushes to rob,

What is this place we live in now?

Wow, it blows my mind,

Can I find peace?

I find it here!

14 Hurry

I got to get this done,

Never have a friend my son,

A ton of trouble,

But little luck,

You don't have to tell me, I know it's hard to make a buck,

Never stuck,

I know why I'm free,

Now I'm trying too figuring out why I'm me,

I think too much and get little done,

Time is wasting and I'm not even having fun,

I don't like to worry,

But my future is so blurry,

I'm now in a hurry!

15 I Need Too Pray

What you want me to do cry?

I already did,

Yeah I break down,

Just not in front of the kid,

I'll go crazy locked up could never do a bid,

Open the lid and look inside,

My brain is always working never on vacation,

But I'm telling you not I need to get blessed with patents,

Because my nerves are bad,

And by the way where the hell is my dad,

I can't believe it turned out this bad,

Add all this up and it equals life,

Not all peoples life, because some are care free,

Or just free,

Money is not a thing,

And it's not because of what they bring,

Call it luck or call it wrong,

But some people know happy tunes and some just know street songs,

How long?

The hell if I know!

But I know there is a hell and I'm not willing to go,

They say save the church talk,

Well let's talk some real talk,

God is real no matter how you personally feel,

I "Sin" but so does everyone,

I don't want to be perfect,

If life's meant to be fun then I'm missing it,

I want to quit my job and just move on,

But I got bills, friends and family where can I go,

Only cowards run,

I can fight you can hold the gun,

The sun shines everyday where I live,

That gives me hope like a little kid,

But I'm fading away,

I need to pray!