Epitome of a Lovesick Mind

I stand on the edge
I am alone
Looking down I realize
I face the unknown
The fear and the pressure
Weighing me down
I just want to be with you
Will you hold me now?
Am I losing control?
No, it wasn't mine from the beginning
Am I in the wrong?
You sent my world spinning.
I know that I fell hard
Things happen that way
No regrets, this I promise
No more games to play
Deception's a mind trick
The enemy inside
You never know when it hits you
Then it's too late, nowhere to hide
Alluring charm and beauty
Sought me out and I love it
The lady loves affection
And your smile and your heart-grip
Heart sick, love sick
Crazy thoughts and wonderings
It's raining now, pouring down on me
Don't cry, hush baby
No, you're not dreaming
It's ok, no worries
He can hold you now my darling
His love is fierce and unrelenting
This God whom I know
So personal, so wonderful
Relations of the soul
Feelings and emotions
Deceptions of the heart
No I'm not lying
I loved you from the start
Let it go, let it wander
Let Gods pursuing woo you dear
It's not just you, it's also me
Listen! Open up your ears
His tender whisperings of love
Will capture you forever
In His Presence alone is where you'll find
The peace that comes with surrender
What will be, will be
What we'll see, we'll see
I know you're searching
I know I'm seeking
A bigger picture, beyond me
Let His word come alive!
Let His touch restore your mind!
When He knocks on your door
Just open!
Let in His love and His Light
It's this entry that He's hoping
It's true, we have an enemy
A lion who prowls and devours
Every weak and broken hurting soul
The ones who's hearts have soured
Awake O sleeper!
Rise up from the dead!
And Christ will give you light
Not a fading, passing subtlety
But a truth that lets His Glory Shine
It fills you with joy and peace and laughter
He'll work in you now and even after
The sorrows and pain of the world to end
When He brings us Home,
Where we belong, again.
This separation that is now in our midst
I want you to know it's not forced
I can not get in the way of masterpiece
I can not hinder his workmanship
Trust me! Trust God!
This is only for our good
I'm a butterfly and so are you
Let Him transform you as He should
It's ok now, let His peace begin
To guide us both along
On this journey, this path we're on right now
Perhaps to lead us both to His arms
It's not goodbye, it's just not right
To let you slip away
I only hope You'll search Him yourself
Let His presence surround you each passing day....