Escape from the Past

Experienced a happiness, void of the strife

Knowing each moment, this I didn't deserve

To lie in that bed for which I had preserved

No matter how many miles I move ahead

My worst enemy has brought my dread

Prolonging my thought I believed I escaped

Only to face the terror and fear I draped

Covered under the ashes, deep in the ground

Finally the love of my life, soul-mate I'd found

This time I did it all, I let him inside of me

Never in my life had I felt so alive and free

Until it came, my nightmare did awake me

To move back home from that which I ran

Living today the dream I always did plan

My one obstacle now does chase away

The only man for me, I wished to stay

Tonight the dream became my reality

My life with love ends only in fatality

I prayed for the answer of what to do

My only concern I thought was school

Tonight the answer quite possibly came

I will never escape the monster's domain

No matter how far I run, its heart still beats

To watch me fail and laugh at all my defeats

The ogre of my life that never has had right

Has put an end to the love of my life tonight

Never did I believe I would die alone

Tonight, it is just me in my sad home

One might be weak when obstacles arise

Together is strongest against any surprise

Or at least I used to think that way

Until tonight, it all started to fade

The love of my life, savior to my day

Seen the obstacle ahead, his dismay

Tonight, I felt him start to slip away

Heart wrench and agony, I pray

Overreaction gone the next day?