Eternal Sleep

sleeping in the darkness
words cannot escape
frozen like im dying
the last blow i can take..

trust me, i would tell you,
truth pours from my wrist,
nothing that you thought i was,
how did I get like this?

running away, you run away from me,
cant handle the real me
only who you thought i was,
when you thought "We" would be easy,

ill wake up someday, wasted away,
broken down in pieces, shutting out the light,
noone will be there to save me,
nothing will make me right,

tears will stop falling,
because ive cried them all out,
words will stop forming,
because Ive talked them all through,
when you werent listening....
I was too good for you.

Ill make up someone, in my mind,
to talk to, when im lonely, with too much time,
abandoned spirit, haunting this place,
where noone can find me, lost in space...

I will die so you can live,
I have no reason to go on,
this place has lost my interest,
re-writing those sad songs,

sing me to my death
a lullaby so I can fall asleep
eternal never felt so cold
letting go of everything i could never be,

regrets finally resting,
a wrist to bear the scars,
resting in this box,
living in the stars.