Eternal Sunrise

No one's going to take the responsibility for the decisions you make. It's all on you alone. Being torn apart between the easiest and the right is not the dilemma existing only in magic-fairy tales kind of books; it's what we face each and every day. And there's practically no escape from the choice - sooner or later the fatal step is to be taken, whether u want or not.
You've got everything - the guts, strong will and belief in a better future. Best future. Never responsible for the things happening around you still try altering the frames of the movie called life. That's what I can be mostly and strongly admired for. It's all so different for every one - some get the roles in a silent black-and-white comedy, hiding real faces under artificial smiles and well-performed moves. Some find shelter in spoiled overacted sobby dramas. Some dance and sing in bright, shimmering musicals. Some play their uneasy roles in a horror with a heart-piercing happy-end. You don't belong to either. Lucky enough you are one of the making kinds, the one who tends to be the director, still clever enough to know that the screenplay is always changing. Fool to know the lifeline is thin, nevertheless experiencing with the ways of cutting it time after time. Beautiful mind wrapped up in casual clothes and smile that gives hope for the better. Lost in despair is not the right term, better say found in despair. There're always two sides of the Moon, and what takes you down has all the chances of helping you out with lifting you up in a short while. That's what you are

You're a pouring rain in summer - no one ever expect it to fall until it comes out of nowhere, showering from above, giving a breathe of fresh air into the dusty air, making houses and trees look clean and shiny, leaving a bright memory of a rainbow. You are what you choose to be. Flesh and bones are all the same, however it cause to think us there's something more about it. We all have a different time to spend and waste. And it's up to us whether the spending part prevails over the wasting one. It's your treasure you are to watch over, your universe to observe.
Take a break. You are the universe, and someone else's world. Choices can wait a little more time for now, you won't escape them anyway. Be brave, be free and be right. There's always a night shadowing in a place on the planet.
But try not to forget there's always the Sun rising somewhere over horizon that seems so far away now, but which will seem much closer once u close your eyes and know it is there. Somewhere.