Evil Little Girl Goes to Sleep

Michelle M. Hicks
I knew it was going to be a long, long night
Because I wanted to finally make things right
So I prepared myself for the nightmare I needed to excite
And then proceeded to turn off the bedroom light

In the dark...I lay there
Obnoxiously saying out loud, "Come on nightmare!"
I eagerly wait for the disturbing nightly affair
But not without first saying a prayer

In my dream, I see her way in the distance
The Evil Little Girl of timeless existence
Here she comes....closer, with her annoying persistence
Though this time I give her my hand with no resistance

She walks me to our usual place
Back to the memories I can't erase
Back to the same traumatizing events her and I constantly retrace
I brace myself... for once again I'm about to see this monster's face

Soon as she is about to open his door
I grab a hold of her wrist and say..."We cannot do this anymore!"
Immediately tears start to pour
As I screamed to her," What you keep bringing me back here for?"

She says in a voice that was too weird to be her own
"I need you to come back home"
"To tuck me in bed because I can't do it alone"
"I'm not bad; I just need you to help me rest, because I can't go to sleep on my own"

I compassionately carried her up the stairs to her bed
Thinking she wasn't evil at all, I was just misled
I lay her down, and cover her with the bed spread
And I lay next to her, dreading the departure that's ahead

I whispered in her ear
There is no longer a need to fear
Close your eyes and the monster will forever disappear
Because you will forever be sleep here

Slowly, peacefully she drifted away to sleep
Uncontrollably, I began to weep
Feeling a loss that is way, way too deep
because I had to finally let go of a nightmare, that I wanted to keep

But before I walked away, I got one last good look at me
I realize the little girl I thought was so evil, was actually very pretty
I closed the door to the forever resting little girl, Michelle Marie
And I left that dream finally feeling free
to wake up and be the woman I know I can be

http://www.associatedcontent.com/article/2833656/evil_little_girl.html?cat=42

Published by Michelle M. Hicks

I was born in San Diego, California, but currently living in Dayton, Ohio. I am a single mother of four sons. I am very creative, caring and a brutally honest person. I am still looking for my one passion...  View profile

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  • Tanisha Tankersley8/20/2010

    I really liked reading your poem! good work, keep up the writings!

  • David Lanier5/22/2010

    Wow is all i can say........

  • Tara Darity4/10/2010

    I just love your writing! great job!

  • george chavez4/9/2010

    I agree with Cordie I cant say it any better. Great writing too on a very sensative subject.

  • Cordie Kellerman4/4/2010

    Sleep well little one.

  • R.C. Johnson4/4/2010

    A strong, confident, happy woman! Blessings to you, Michelle.

  • Justin Smith4/1/2010

    Impressive

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