Faith: Tales of a Spiritual Junkie

They say that Religion is the opiate of the masses. Then I'm a junkie. I go to church every weekend. Then I give money. Then I write about my faith on Associated Content. And I still haven't had sex yet. But that's ok. I love my friends, my family, my faith, my spirituality. And I'm working on being a resume writer because I love finding people jobs so much. I remember when no one wanted me. And then I took up belly dancing. And my friend went crazy and moved to Texas cause I wouldn't put out. Here's a tip guys. Don't say you want a girl and be talking about moving to Florida at the same time. Even if you really are going to build a business, it scares innocent girls like me away.

I used to drink more and wanted to get married and ended up trying to get through college listening to doctors saying I would never do anything. But through sheer faith, I have peace and I can enjoy a sip of wine without getting all bent out of shape. They used to say I could be a model. And it scared me when a photographer said men may try to manipulate me. I'd already been through so much heartache and sorrow. But know I know God wants good things for me. And all my woe will be rewarded with something greater. Like Job. He lost it all and then was rewarded for his faithfulness. And since I've stopped my negative spiral of expecting the worst, things have only gotten better.

It takes a loving God to discipline his children. To tell them to shape up. They need to know they have to live withing the laws of his world in order to thrive. If you go around fornicating with everyone and still say you're a Christian, your not only a hypocrite, but a disgrace to the church. I know how important the family is. And even though I am single, I wanted to respect Gods will and live in harmony with his laws. And I just can't do that hopping from one broken relationship to another.

No one except Jesus is perfect. And they crucified him. But I have a moral compass, that makes me want to do what's right. And if I can just find someone who wants to make that journey with me I know we'll be alright.