Fallen

I tried so hard to walk around this pit between heaven and hell
I never intended to welcome its presence but I knew it all to well
It took only an instance no sooner than a blink of an eye
And now I sit all by myself writing this poem while I cry
Who is it I can turn to is there anybody in which to confide?
How long must I pretend to smile how long is too long to hide?
I wish I could just stop the world go back to that very first day
When I was introduced to Satan, and then let him have his way

Who is it I can turn to is there anybody in which to confide?
How long must I pretend to smile how long is too long to hide?
Will there be time to stop this madness?
Apologize and take away all the sadness
Am I the only one that needs someone, someone to hold my hand?
That will listen without judgment and who will take time to understand
I wish I could just stop the world, go back to that very first day
When I was introduced to Satan, and then let him have his way

If time becomes my enemy and I die before I tell
I will apologize in this poem for getting weak cuz once again I fell
Label me how you want to I well deserve every single name
But just know that it was not only me, we have Satan also to blame
I never wanted to hurt you all I feel I wasn't given a chance
Satan had such a pull on me; I took his hand and accepted his deadly dance

I tried so hard to walk around this pit between heaven and hell
I never intended to welcome its presence but I knew it all to well.
I wish I could just stop the world go back to that very first day
When I was introduced to Satan, and then let him have his way
I never wanted to hurt you all I feel I wasn't given a chance
Satan had such a pull on me; I took his hand and accepted his deadly dance.