False Beginnings

It must be hard

To find faults in yourself

As an angel

Tell me what place you go

When the moon sweeps her

Magic carpet tide

Have you ever possessed

The sad luxury

Of being on my level

Tell me please

I want to go where you go

But it seems I'm not allowed

Banished from the place

I'm just starting

To call home

I'm just starting

But your looks say I'm done

All the joy has been sucked out

Of everything I could

Barely hold on to

Help me please

I'm just starting