Get Out of Bed!

He comes from a region that is extremely near and extremely far away that makes up the fundamental elements that is mass and space looking for a bride to fill the void of a countless span of loneliness. On one planet in all the cosmos he finds his match in the person of a maiden virgin of a large eastern family. He is substance and he is energy. He is form and he is not form. He is the basic elements that are the building blocks of all existences and he was in search of a lover to share his realities with him until he found the young dark skinned maiden who possesses all of the qualities to make her suitable to be a wife and a companion to him. Being in a large family the young maiden had to mature quickly in order to be of aid to her mother with the care of the other siblings and after a time it began to seem to her that this was her destiny in life and she began to feel this with conflicting emotions because of her care and desire to help and her want and yearning to be herself.

Now with the recent coming of her menstrual cycle and the applied cultural ramification of her having blossomed into a young woman the direction of her life has taken on an air of urgency or more accurately an air of greater uncertainty because she does not really want to fall into the ritual caste of the women of her culture and her years of tending to her siblings only reinforces this desire of hers to have a more diverse dimension to her life than what her tradition and her culture assigns to women. She has been loyal and obedient to her family duties and have kept her concerns about her future to herself only contemplating on the subject during those awaken moments before she falls asleep at night. It is during one of these meditative moments during the night just when she had nearly fallen asleep that she felt an overwhelming summons instructing her to get up out of bed and walk outside. At first she was not exactly sure if she was awake or still asleep but she knew for sure that she was not dreaming and the summons was not something that she heard but a call that she intensely felt which made her somewhat fearful.

She did not want to move from the bed and indeed she wanted to hide herself underneath its covers but once again she intensely feels the summons telling her to get out of bed and walk outside but for some three hours she lays wide awake in bed and during that time she does not feel the summons again but the call is embedded into her mind and even in the feel of quiet it speaks to her very clearly. Strangely all the hours that she is awake in bed she is hoping to feel the summons again to justify her compliance with its instructions but in the absence of another call the burden is now fully on her too either receive or reject the impulse that is calmly employing her to relinquish her fears and to do precisely as she has been summoned. Finally she cannot restrain herself any longer and so she sits up quickly in the bed and then very deliberately walks outside. Once outside she looks all around and paces a little for about ten minutes seeing nothing, feeling nothing and hearing nothing that is out of the ordinary.

She is just about to whisper something to the night when she feels an indiscernible strangeness sweeping throughout her and in that strangeness she see and feels herself breaking up. Different parts of her body is appearing and disappearing before her eyes and at instances she can see her thoughts hovering directly in front of her in the chilly night air. She is being pulled into the night by unseen hands that release her when she begins to struggle only to take hold of her once more when she has a feeling of calmness and relaxes. In her mind she see visions of the past and the future as real-time events and she can see and feel herself giving birth to a glowing radiance and of her being absorbed by it and of her absorbing another radiance unto boundlessness. The physical pleasures that she feels are beyond her comprehensions and any feelings of fear in her are now in a state of nonexistence. "Whatever this is that is now happening is my destiny answering the uncertainties of my future." she thinks to herself and then she allows her mind and her body to go completely relaxed and once she does this she is instantly taken into the fundamental elements adorned as a bride where she becomes a living part of it throughout lights and times.