Goodbye

Blurry, Broken soul
silent streams of fear
falling into puddles
I could drown in my tears

if only you knew
this pain is for you
emptiness follows me
not knowing the truth

shadows stand guard
at the door of my heart
skeletons in my closet
exist in the dark

selfishly wanting you
hating my words
broken, crimson, flowers,
you gave them to her,

stolen mask, i hid behind,
sparkling stars above,
find me in the night and HAUNT me,
in and out of this thing called LOVE,

no more pain, no more pills,
tonight relief is near,
blurry eyes, and empty promises,
you will never come back here,

re-living the moments,
I tried so hard to forget,
counting the memories,
days, months, years, in my head,

whats an angel to do, alone,
without the wings to fly,
clipped freedom in my fairytale,
nothing left but to say goodbye...