Goodbye AC

Charlotte Kuchinsky
This November would have been the end of my fifth year with AC. Alas, I guess I won't make it to that anniversary. I wanted to hang in there because I have made so many dear friends and the thought of losing even one of them literally shatters my heart into pieces. Yet, the truth is that many of my friends have also departed and others have stopped their support of me for reasons unknown. (Okay, critics, here is your chance to take one last blast in my direction.)

My mother always told me that it is important to know when you have outstayed your welcome. However, I haven't always been good at judging that. It is clear I have outstayed my welcome on Associated Content for Yahoo.

I wish I could leave you with some wise words of wisdom. Unfortunately, I have none. I have some very happy memories and some equally big regrets. I have succeeded in some ways and I have failed miserably in others. Still, I have tried and maybe that is all that any of us can do.

Not certain how to express my feelings adequately, I'll revert to what I know best -- poetry.

The time has come

For me to go

I only wish

It wasn't so.

My numbers say

I'm not wanted

So I'll depart

Still undaunted.

And write I will

Though some say "no,

You are no good

So you should go."

The tears I cry

Are those of pain

That my time here

Has been in vain.

I'll love my fans

Eternally,

Accept my thanks

For loving me.

I'll not forget.

Your friendship's hand

Lifted me up;

Taught me to stand.

Though to my friends

I say goodbye.

I'll think of you

Till last I die.

Goodbye dear friends. You have no idea how much I will miss you! To the former AC, let me say that I owe you eternal thanks for giving me a voice for more than four years. To those at Yahoo I can only apologize for not being good enough. You've no idea how much that failure wounds me. Please know this: I tried my best.

Anyone who wants to keep in touch can ask for my email address by PM. Thank you -- one and all -- and goodbye!

Published by Charlotte Kuchinsky

I'm an author, columnist and poet. I have done extensive business, creative and technical writing and written curriclum for high schools, colleges and universities. I am currently the principal writer for a...  View profile

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  • Bridget Ilene Delaney7/20/2011

    Returning comments while watching TV. . . . Every author in some way portrays himself in his works, even if it be against his will. ~Goethe

  • Tiffany Booth6/15/2011

    Charlie- I am so very sad to see you go! Your stories made me laugh and sometimes made me cry, but most importantly they gave me the inspiration and strength to keep writing even when my numbers were lower than I liked. You are a very talented writer and an amazing person with a heart of gold. Sitting at my desk, looking at the "Most Intriguing Fashion Writer" award that you gave me, warms my heart and makes me hope that someday I will be as talented as you are. I truly hope that you reconsider coming back to AC/Y! With your talent, there is no possible way to outstay your welcome! We LOVE you Charlie! And we will never be the same without you. =0)

  • Joan Haines6/15/2011

    Please don't take low views personally, Charlotte. It's all business and search engines, and SEO. Your writing is fine.

  • Michael Hollingsworth6/12/2011

    Well now, I'm late to read and learn about your desire to leave this Yahoo world. I'm not surprised that so many have left. The transition has not and is not pretty. But I must reveal that I have continued to read your work without comments mainly because of health reasons. I have always admired your artistic and creative literature and you must not allow yourself to be bamboozled into thinking that you do not measure up. I look up to you just as so many others do. Turn it all over to God and follow His direction. He has a extraordinary plan for you and your talent (To reach others with your works). I selfishly hope it includes AC writing but if it doesn't I know you will be successful moving forward. A big hug to you! Many blessings. Michael

  • Tracie Walker6/6/2011

    You are an excellent writer. I don't know why the comments and views have evaporated, but it seems to be true for many of us. Perhaps it is just a transition; but I'm sure it is not because of anything you've done wrong. Reconsider - pretty please? :)

  • mvmaithai6/4/2011

    I've only just found you and you are leaving? You are at clout 10. Is there no more challenge left for you here?

  • Teila Tankersley6/2/2011

    Where are you going ? Your writings are excellent, I can't see you giving up writing, did you find another outlet, perhaps I should log on more often and comment to more of the stories, sad that you feel that its you or your stories that aren't up to par but that is anything but!

  • Jeanne Baney5/31/2011

    I missed this, but glad you are still going to write occasionally! I always enjoy reading your articles and will miss them.

  • LarrWayne Po5/30/2011

    Good poem.

  • NANCY CZERWINSKI5/29/2011

    Charlotte, I just read this and I'm not sure what was going on but I think you are one of the best writers! I'm so glad that you've written since you wrote this. I'm not sure who said what to you but I hope that you consider me a friend and I will back your writings 100%.

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