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Happy Birthday, Audrey! You're Awesome, Zach!

Poems for My Children

Maria Roth
I'm publishing these poems a day early. Audrey will have chemo tomorrow morning, on her birthday, and after that, I plan to do whatever she wants (there's no way she will let me waste any time on my "stupid computer"!). Thank you, all, once again, for keeping my family in your thoughts and prayers. You might want to grab a Kleenex now, before you start reading.

Sweet Baby Girl (for Audrey)
4/14/2010

I shouldn't call you "Baby Girl" anymore
You're five now!

Getting here wasn't easy
But you made it look easy

Do you know how strong and special and dear you are?
You're my teacher, little one
Miss Audrey the Wise and Brave

You looked Cancer in the eye and
(rested) SMILED!
(threw up) PLAYED!
(convulsed, trembled) DANCED!
(wore a scary mask) SANG!
(lost your golden hair) GIGGLED!

Happy birthday, Baby Girl

I'll stop calling you "Baby Girl" next year
Or the year after that
Or the year after that
Or the year after that

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

I Notice You (for Zachary)

I see you when you think I'm not looking
I hear you even when you're quiet
I pray for you when you sleep

Angels, wrap your arms around my Zach
Brilliant boy
Fill him with peace
Whisper in his ear
Mommy and Daddy love you so much
Mommy and Daddy are so proud of you

We see you
Working hard in school
Playing with Audrey
Writing stories, drawing
Riding your bike

We hear you
Telling jokes
Asking questions
Reading stories to Audrey
Arguing, stomping

Do you know how strong and special and dear you are?

We're still here
For you

Published by Maria Roth

I love popcorn, cashews, cheesecake, Jane Austen, my husband and children, and Conan O'Brien. Why should you be jealous of me? I am double-jointed in both thumbs, I live in Kansas, I'm tall, and I'm modest...  View profile

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  • Theresa Wiza5/14/2010

    You've just defined "Loving Mother" with these poems. How lucky Audrey and Zach are to have you for their mommy. If only every child could be loved as much as you love your children. AW&H, TYG!

  • Smorg5/3/2010

    Happy belated B-Day to Audrey and a big hi to Zach and mommy Maria, too. :oD How cool is this, ay? You kids have better print this page out and remind mom of it.... say... 20 yrs down the road! ;o)

  • Melanie Patrick4/30/2010

    Forgot to add that I loved the pictures! You're little ones are beautiful!

  • Melanie Patrick4/30/2010

    Kleenex necessary indeed! WOW. By the way, I'm all grown up and married and my Mama still calls me Baby Girl. I don't think we ever grow out of that :)

  • R.C. Johnson4/29/2010

    These are truly beautiful. Zach wants to help Audrey so much, doesn't he? Lovely, lovely children!!!

  • Debra Gavazzi4/25/2010

    Lovely poetry. Enjoyed reading the poems. Great work.

  • Nik Minor4/24/2010

    Beautiful poems. It's so neat that you share such an intimate part of your life with others. That picture rocks.

  • Sandra Essary4/23/2010

    Happy birthday Audrey!

  • Allene Newberg Bilodeau4/23/2010

    *blubber sob sniffle* Now hand me a kleenex you beautiful mama. My heart aches and melts from taking in the strength & poignancy of your love for both your precious "babies". Who will, by the way, always be that to you. Bless them both. Bless your whole family. AW&H. TYG!

  • Kofi Bofah4/22/2010

    Happy B-Day to Audrey. I am just popping up...

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