Heidi Montag Admits Getting Large Breast Implants was a Mistake, Wants Them Out

Heidi Montag wants her life, looks and breasts she had before her 10 plastic surgery procedures in one day back, according to an exclusive interview the actress gave to Life and Style Magazine.

The former "Hills" star said she felt pressured into going from a small "D" cup breast implant to a large "G" cup after she started dating Spencer Pratt and getting into the Hollywood scene with him. She also said she had the idea she had to keep a certain image to become a successful pop singer, something she says now she regrets.

Montag admits she was trying to impress all the wrong people with her plastic surgeries and large breast implants and fears she will be stuck in her body forever the way it is after the death of her plastic surgeon Dr. Frank Ryan last week after driving off a Malibu cliff while reportedly using Twitter while driving.

After going under the knife for more than 10 hours last November Montage said she emerged and wanted to die from the pain she was in. Since that time Montag admits she is in constant pain from her large breasts and feels like a cartoon character people are making fun of. At the time Montag said in the future she wanted to go even bigger with her breast implants and get a Double H cup.

After her recent separation from husband Spencer Pratt, who she served divorce papers to two weeks ago, Heidi told the magazine she finally woke up and realized everything she had done to her body was wrong. "I'm desperate to go back to a normal life again. I'm downgrading and going a little smaller, to a D or a double D," she told the magazine. She went on to say, "I have major anxiety about it. I was taking painkillers but they weren't working so I stopped. It hurt either way."

She said the pain is so bad she can't hug her four dogs or wear normal clothing unless it is custom-made costumes, "I'm obsessed with fitness but it's impossible to work out with these boobs. It's heartbreaking. I can't live an everyday life."

Heidi went on to say she had consulted the best plastic surgeon in South America to remove her implants, but fears no one will ever get it right, or do the surgeries the way she wants them after Ryan's death. "There's just no fixing it. Dr. Ryan knows the work he did, he knows everything."

She also responded to the story her ex Spencer was shopping around a sex tape he claims he found in the house the couple shared since marrying in 2009, saying she was disappointed in Spencer and doesn't want anyone knowing about her personal life.

Pratt is reportedly seeking $5 million for the rights to the sex tape, and has been pitching it to Vivid Entertainment who handle all celebrity sex tapes. The video reportedly stars Montag and Playboy Playmate Karissa Shannon. Shannon and Montag have threatened to sue Pratt if the movie or book ever materializes. Spencer Pratt also plans to write a tell all book about his life with Montag as "Speidi."