Here I Go

okay here i go,
I'm actually going to say it
yes, its that thing that you've felt vi bing from me for weeks
its the thing that everyone knows about but is to afraid to say
its that thing that everyone wishes wasn't true
yes, its that thing,
that thing thats about,
you....
i really cant explain it
and i really wish i could
i wouldn't say its love,
but that i very strongly like you
i cant believe I'm saying this
but you wont even read
i really had to say something
because its something i really mean
and screw it if friends get angry
and fuck it if this is wrong
i don't care if i sound like a hypocrite
but i just cant seem to move on
Ive tried and tried
boys have come and passed
but none seem to do what you do to me
they cant make me cry
they cant make me lie
or make me sometimes feel like dying
and i really cant explain it
but
the emotions that i have when you are in the picture
they feel so much better than when you aren't
and i don't care if it happens again
and i really don't know what ill do, if i do anything
maybe this time i wont notice
if you just give me another chance
and i dint really care if another girl is there
because all i know is that
for a long, long, long time
Ive really only wanted you
and its really hard to say it
but here i go
I'm writing this so i can hopefully try to get to you
and i know
whats going to happen in the end
but thats okay because your really all i care about
your really truly the only one i want
and I'm not sure if i should say it,
but
here i go

....i still really really really like you....