How I Lost 40 Pounds without Losing My Sanity

I am just my mom's Honey Bunny. So when I was in High School and I trimmed down to a size 10, I was shocked to learn of the drugs and sex and people yelling at me for no reason. It was the guy that kept coming on to me that really broke my heart. The first thing he did was yell at me. And then there was the guy who grabbed at me. Not a very successful go at High School. So after High School, I found God and these doctors that told me I was full of it.

They put me on medicine that made me eat all the time and I gained over a hundred pounds. So here I am ll years later. I meditate, take vitamins and I lost forty lbs. Everyone says I look great. I'm a size 14-16. I am 5 foot 8 and I just wanted to meet someone who would love me. Not for being model thin. Not that its healthy to be anorexic. But because basically, I'm just Honey Bunny. I could lose another sixty lbs and look real chic. But I don't want to be yelled at again.

I know I'm an emotional eater. That's how I got into this mess in the first place. I'm very emotional. I'm also very smart. And I know that I got something in me that makes me a verbal wizard with an IQ of 130. Mensa here I come. But thanks to meditation and listening to Joel Osteen, I have become more positive, less stressed and a little more stable.

Another thing that has helped me immensely has been learning to tap my acupuncture points like under my eye, on my collar bone and on my hand. It has really helped control the anxiety and emotional turmoil in my heart.

All I can say, is thank God I found Jesus. I read in the Psalms, written by Solomon, about the wise people who don't get mixed up with criminals and philanderers and all sorts of hedonistic stuff. And although I get down on myself sometimes, that little sermon really made me feel good. That even though trouble came looking for me, I didn't get mixed up in it. I can't help it if the world is mad, bad and brutal. All we can do is look out for