Hurry Up and Wait

Angry Sar
Can't believe I am putting myself through this again
I move my head across the bed, leaving a snail trail
Wish I could sedate my brain so I didn't have to think
about this, or anything, anything except God and Heaven
Then would this be dying? Would I be dead?

And so I drag my body through days
afraid to make moves, afraid they'll jinx me,
mix the results, afraid they'll be my last
I can't begin to tell you how afraid I am
I can't explain the pelting going on in my head
All I want is not to hurry up and wait

Published by Angry Sar

"Angry Sar" is just my radio name and pen name (rhymes with Alice in Chains' song "Angry Chair"), my real name is Sarah Lindsted. I am a 26 year old singer/songwriter, guitarist and poet from Wichita, KS.  View profile

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