I Am Only Scared Because

I am only scared because
Someone else hurt my heart
He said something that wasn't true
and then, we were apart

I am only scared because
He was not a pure and clean guy
How I got mixed up with him
I really do not know why

I am only scared because
He twisted my words around
He said he was one way and acted another
It confused me and made me frown

I am only scared because
I never felt what I feel for you, before
and every time I see you
I feel it even more

I am only scared because
It seems like the other shoe always drops
I have cried so much
I was in constant need of a mop

I am only scared because
I'm always afraid your eyes won't light up
I want to do and say things to make you happy
Seeing that I've made you sad or mad is tough

I am only scared because
I am afraid that you will lie
You've been doing it for so long
And I do not understand why

I am only scared because
I never want to loose you
Don't tell me to find some other guy
I think you know that I choose you

*Yup, sometimes there are reasons why some people are scared to say three simple words that most people assume are so easy to say if you really feel it, but honestly, not everything that's right comes easy. Some people say that if something's right, it's easy, but that's really not always true. Sometimes, what's right is a little difficult. Just because something is very easily felt doesn't mean it's as easily expressed in the right way*