I Hate that I Am a Fat Girl

Amanda
I cry most days hating the way I look.
I have had many guys walk up to me and say your too fat for me.
Always the friend never anything more.
Everyone loves the fat funny friend.
I hide behind my humor but I am not laughing.
I hurt all day ever day.
I want to be a normal size
I want to not hide from mirrors everyday.
Trying to work out, trying to change.
Struggling when it comes off so slowly.
Stop strairing at me!
I know I am fat, I know what I am eating.
Do not judge me for my flaws.
I do it enough by myself
I hate who I am
I am a fat girl

Published by Amanda

Amanda Ligi is a 27 years old. Her dream is to write a novel that will help others.  View profile

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