I Need a Miracle

Does trying seem undesirable to you,
Choose what ever you want to do,
You are the one who has to live and die with the consequences,
You have to also deal with the people you pulled down along the way,
It always comes that day when you look back,
You wish you had attacked life harder,
Been a better son, daughter, dad, mother or father,
Don't ponder too much on the past,
Because then you will let it cast a shadow on your future,
Who's hands is it in?
From within you know that answer?
Life is a killer,
God is a healer,
What about that?
Forget your fact,
I want a miracle.