I Need to Start Writing More

Joshua
I really need to start writing more. I enjoy it, I really do. It's just that I never really have any time, you know? Plus I'm unemployed, and unemployment is alot less than what I was making. I need more time now than ever to go fill out applications and stuff. And the shift key on my keyboard is sticky. Also, for whatever reason, now the other keys are acting funny. I'm writing right now because I just happen to be awake and there is some weird Japanese show on TV that I have no idea how it got there; it's normally some pseudo-Christian, messianic Jewish, nuevo-religio station. It's all static-y and it's distracting me. My incense smells really cloying right now all of a sudden. Man I need to go put it out. I'm only burning incense because I recently started smoking pot again after a long hiatus. I enjoy getting high. Helps me relax and slow down and think of just one thing at a time. I don't see anything wrong with it. Not like I'm a stinking drunk. This show is really starting to get on my nerves. Why would they put a Japanese guy talking on and on about what I can only assume is nothing on TV at 2:54 in the morning? Christians are really starting to piss me off. Just a bunch of bored people getting weirder and weirder for what appears to be no reason other than what they were given wasn't good enough to keep them entertained. Now they gotta learn Hebrew and follow the Torah. Why not just convert to Judaism and then convert to Christianity? Then you can be a Messianic Jew instead of a Christian who wants to be Jewish. Freakin people have had their Truth for two thousand years and still aren't through trying to tweak it. Who can blame them. Got to have something to obsess on, right? I wish I had an obsession. I'm so jaded I can't even get into regularly watching porn. I don't even want to get sweet, sweet revenge on everyone as much any more. Even when I do I rarely have enough energy to actually plot and pull off my schemes. Meh. I'm going to bed.

Published by Joshua

No biography worth reading is less than 255 characters.  View profile

3 Comments

Post a Comment
  • Donald Pennington6/30/2008

    I'm gonna start the Great Church of Cathartism.

  • Frank Viola2/29/2008

    this was really good. I've been in this situation before so I found it really funny.

  • Katy Berezny2/29/2008

    Hey if you are a writer I know of a great forum to join :) It will help you find what you may be looking for. It is Michy's forum - she is too an AC producer and is an awesome writer, who wants to inspire all of us. Come check it out http://www.accentuateservices.com/xmb/index.php LOL @ your venting....appreciate it.

Displaying Comments

To comment, please sign in to your Yahoo! account, or sign up for a new account.