If

April Fox
what if you were
alone
where would you be then
if the sky and moon and sun
were only yours
would you go?

what if everything you said
fell into silence
what if the universe was you
and only you
and you were nothing
only ego
would you stay?

what if everything you thought and felt
was only breathing, nothing to
hold on to
what if you were
only breathing
only instinct
nothing more
if you were something protozoan
would you want?

what if every touch
of every hand
of every kiss
on the back of your neck
in the dark
with the starlight glowing
dim
pavement warm under your back the sheets all
tangled up with sweat like glue
the sofa scratchy on your thighs and you can't move
the laughing into pillows
falling clumsy to the floor
what if every touch
of every hand
was one
was yours
was nothing
would you need?

what if time
what if string theory wormholes
deloreans could change
the where and when and who you are
what if earth was decimated and you fell
between the particles
into where you wish you were
would you try
would you stay
would you want?

what if one hand
and one hand
could
what if silence wasn't
and the voice you heard was true
what if something in your psyche made you realize the truth
was truth
and truth
is yours
what if time
and you
and this
could
somehow
stop
what if you could turn around
and look behind
and see
the things you saw before
would you stay?

what if you said yes

would you believe?

Published by April Fox

When she isn't writing for sites like livestrong and typef, April can usually be found with her head in a book, lying in the sun blowing bubbles, or perched near the stage listening to music and trying to av...  View profile

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  • Vince Britton9/15/2010

    Ah poetry fleeting like a whisp of wind

  • brenda9/7/2010

    like your new picture-looks just like i saw you yesterday-tomorrow my Andrew would be 19-im shaking-feel like throwing up-hurting someone-none of which could help...seeing your 4 boys reminded me of mine-priceless treasures-give em an extra hug from z's "Mother of another brother" as he says-well "HE says "E is his brother from another mother...love ya.

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