If I Had the Chance, to Bring My Brother Back

Pain takes you through many changes,
molding and shaping your spirit,
revealing who you are today.

If I had the chance,
to bring my only brother back,
I'd give everything I have away.

Something I feared,
happened in a blink of an eye,
My frustration ceases only when I cry.

I wish's and would have's
remain in the back of my head.
He would know I was proud and that I loved him dearly,
A couple of things I should have said.

They say everything happens,
for a particular reason,
but I don't know what to believe,
because confusion starts and ends,
with no answer in between.

I do know that tomorrow,
is never guaranteed.
Live life fully and never look back,
because life's endless direction,
will never be foreseen.