Inside/Out

you wanted me too be something i was not

showed me you cared but it was a lie

look at this what you put me through

the things you told me and made me do

acting like i was your most precious entity

i meant nothing was just used for fun

made me cry rivers of sadness and hate

insides cold as a winters wind

you sit and sing songs this is damn wrong

do this and help you wth that your more cursed

than superstitions of a black cat

said your a friend mother familia

your more like a long distant stranger

trapped in the closet my enemy you are

i tried and tried went with you so far

all you ever did was lie

go to hell

now the bridge is ended theres no right way

blood flows no more locked in a trapped door

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i am so tired of this pain get it out of my head

i rather see you suffer a faith worse than death

see your body suffer bend like rubber

no love from anyone no brother or sister

see you suffer the worst disaster ever

like the ocean when the tide is high

ill say goodbye then think

i hope this pain floods your mind

so heavy you start too sink

you reach for air

ill just sit and stare

you gasp wish you had some air

you did this too you it wasn't fair

your body gets weak you start too drown

i look and smile with a....Happy Frown