It was Only a Crush
A High School Crush
You was my everything, but it was only a crush,
in high school i was confused, i thought the feeling was love,
i remember in the 9th grade, hoping one day that we could be together,
but i was too shy to speak, to cover you under my umbrella,
so in the rain i remained, all alone and pissed off,
writing all these sad songs, wit a mind so sick of all,
this pressure, and this measure, is keeping me depressed,
how could i be so stupid to let all these feelings go to rest,
but i know i should, i still think if i could,
just rewind these hands of times, would it have turned out good,
but thinking of these memories just brings this anger 2 me,
hatred enough to grab my razor blade and slice till i bleed,
because you meant so much, sorry for all of this stuff,
i just wanted you to know that you had me all sprung,
plus i miss your hugs, wish i could have a kiss,
just to know how it would feel once to taste your lips,
in high school i was confused, i thought the feeling was love,
i remember in the 9th grade, hoping one day that we could be together,
but i was too shy to speak, to cover you under my umbrella,
so in the rain i remained, all alone and pissed off,
writing all these sad songs, wit a mind so sick of all,
this pressure, and this measure, is keeping me depressed,
how could i be so stupid to let all these feelings go to rest,
but i know i should, i still think if i could,
just rewind these hands of times, would it have turned out good,
but thinking of these memories just brings this anger 2 me,
hatred enough to grab my razor blade and slice till i bleed,
because you meant so much, sorry for all of this stuff,
i just wanted you to know that you had me all sprung,
plus i miss your hugs, wish i could have a kiss,
just to know how it would feel once to taste your lips,
Published by Lil Mouth-Piece
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2 Comments
Post a CommentAnother great poem.
Your poems are so sad, yet deeply felt! Great job on this one!