Letter to My Heart
Broken Beyond Repair
I know that I have put you in many harmful positions during our relationship, for that I am truly sorry. Had I known how badly you could be damaged I might have been more careful, perhaps I wouldn't have given you away so easily.
I built a wall around you, and somehow you figured out a way to let feelings out. It didn't take long and that wall was destroyed, all in the name of love. I loved as hard as you would let me, it was too much. You told me we were ok when I had doubts, but you lied. That wall can never built back up, you are broken beyond repair.
I can't go back and change what I have done to you, and even if I could I wouldn't. Every time I invited pain into our life I allowed you to be broken a little more, each time you convinced my head everything would be ok we died a little more. It really is too late now, you have been shattered for the last time. Just like a horse with 4 broken legs, a car with a twisted frame, a dog with parvo... There is nothing left to save you, I hope you know that I tried. You can give up now, just stop beating and the pain will be gone.
Published by Stormy Rayne
I write in order to say all the things in life that I can't say out loud. At times it is much easier to explain emotions in written form than verbal. Writing has been my release since I was about 11 and con... View profile
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13 Comments
Post a CommentI totally relate to this! Awesome job!
So powerful and sad. Love is amazing but it also hurts sometimes. You and your heart will find the strength to move forward.
Hope your ok, if you need to talk message me please, hugs!
I think it's great that you write things down..hopefully, it helps!
I am with the other commenters, hoping that you are ok and getting help if you need it. Hopefully you are experiencing some relief from expressing your feelings and thoughts on "paper."
Laura, please take care of yourself, I truly care!
Like the others, I hope the end is not truly the end. So many of us have felt this way, but we manage to overcome it - find some crutch to stand on. Though at times, I have wondered...what if...
Powerfully sad :( Keep on beating...Cheer-up, cheers.
It's never too late for a heart to heal....someone wonderful is waiting for you...don't give up.
Oh, my.