Life Goes on After the Absence Father

Just because I am alone now I'm not looking back to you.
Let the truth be known you broke my heart too.

When I think back and remember all the times we did share.
I even gave you your only son, but that didn't make you care.

You even questioned his paternity, knowing you were the only one.
I tried to lift you out of your problems even though you weighed a ton.

I had to learn the hard way drugs and love do not mix.
Instead of trying to help you it was me I needed to fix.

I am no longer looking back it's time to look ahead.
Not thinking about being with another man, but me with me a while instead.