Love Letter

I ache for you. I know we decided to stay friends, but my lust for you is strong.
I feel empty without you. Your voice soothes me to the point where I'm invisible.
In my dreams I feel you next to me, you speak to me, you touch me.
I'm wishing things will change, but then I feel that a change will never come.
If I lost you, my heart will carry the burden.
Like a ton of weights laying on my heart. I can't breath, I can't speak.
The tingle in my body when I think about you. But I just keep thinking.
You are so far away, so far gone that I can't touch you, see you or hear you.
The torment running through my mind.
When I think we are close my mind tells me different.
My heart tells me we are together. Maybe I love you too much.
I feel that you also feel the same way about me by the things you say and do.
Then I feel you just can't let me go, no matter what the cost.
I daydream of a time when we are together in heart, body, mind and soul.
When I'm your wife and two becomes one.
But, reality kicks in and I must wake up.
What if I find another or you find another. That is a possibility.
I fear when that day comes.
Time isn't moving fast enough for us to do the things we want to do.
What that is, I don't know.
The anguish is running through my veins.
Is this love? It must be, with everything we have been through.
But does love conquer all?
I pray, one day it does.